i was on the right track;

but on the wrong train

this week has been a very productive week so far (: yesterday studied with sitifa & sab & co. i actually finished my math & sci hmwk in like less than 2 hrs (!!!) & we did some unexpected things cus something(s) unexpected happened & it made us closer, our relationship betterrrrrr. as cliche as it sounds, i love alpha (does that sound familliar, siti?)

i keep thinking todays' weds ): sighs tmr is weds. weds timetable is the horrendous-est of all terrible timetables cus it has all the subjects you can think of. well maybe not but it's pressurizing for sec one kiddos like us D:

haha so many things have been happening outside our classroom that i haven't been aware of ): ah well, not so important (: but anyway. jiaying has been getting crazier every morning. & i have been getting crazier every afternoon. so you'll probably never survive a day with us. LAAAWL.

okay... back to the classroom. my partner is getting worse, just in case you were wondering xD now she doesn't even understand what is the x-axis & y-axis. AANNND she keeps eavesdropping on me & audrey's conversations D:<

OMG the 9oclock show so scarryyyyyy (!!) but i like! amagad now it's funnayyyye. okay never mind. i'm getting crappier by the minute. feel like calling jiaying just to say hi & continue my craps there like i usually do, but this time we'll BOTH get scolded cus exams are coming. sighs i miss my crapping opportunities on the phone ):

okay whatever. btw i was actually checking out the street directory & bus directory before typing out this post :D it's actually fun, should try it when you've finished all your hmwk & there's nothing on tv & you think neopets is boring.

okay. byebye (waves)

to you know who you are:

well you shouldn't get pissed off & maybe you should think about it more, how would you have felt.

just so you know;

i am so fascinated by it that i pick it up every 5 seconds just to gaze at it. it seems so unreal. impossible.

thank you, senior :D

so if you're asking me;

i want you to know

let me get this through first: this is a super zuper ranting/emo post so you'd better click the red x & get out of here before your eardrums burst.

to you know who you are:

i trusted you so much, really. for once i told you everything i really felt, deep inside. but now what have you done to me in repay? you know how hurtful it is when your platoonmate friend trusts you so much, but all you do is hurt her so much in this way? okay, i understand when you don't want others to read your "private" blog. i understand when you don't let others link you. but why did you lie when i asked you what you changed your url to? i knew you were lying in the first place, an avid blogger like you wouldn't quit so easily. but why is it that you don't trust me enough to at least TELL me the url, whereas i trust you enough to tell you anything you want?

that aside, i introduce you to your eye candy's mortal my very very good friend, but now see what you've done again? now all you do is hang out with her & all day she talks about you. she tells you secrets & doesn't tell me, her very first best friend in crescent. do you think this is fair? cus no girl, i don't.

i can't stand it when you brag all about your friendships, all about how "good your life is", cus i know all you want to do is catch peoples' attention. & no, that doesn't work enough for you. saying hi to everyone you see like you're some celebrity, acting cute & cool all the time & trying to make new friends like you're so lovable, you think that's nice? cus no, i don't think you deserve it. you take for granted all your friends like you like damn alot, but the truth is no, they don't.

you may think you have good taste in music, yes. but you don't need to criticize others' genre. what you like may not be others' favourites, don't ever think that way, cus that's not good for you. you have to go through every single song in my playlist & say at least one negative comment on each one. how would you like it if i did that to you?

you said you didn't want any more conflicts. but look at what you're doing now. is this helping? do you have to like type out one 500 words long email to someone just to tell them you don't like the part blog they're creating? do you think everyone relies on you just for that blog? do you think without you, we will all fall & disintegrate into little pieces? cus no girl, we're not as weak as you.

i'm not jealous of you, cus there's nothing to be jealous about. you're not that good either, so please stop this bragging & acting & being all emo cus we won't pity you, never.

just one last thing to tell you, girl:

aim properly, cus i'm no easy pushover.

after my dreaming, i woke with this fear;

what am i leaving, when i'm done here?

HIATUS.

till a month later.

forgot to say this::

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENIOR CHERIE!!!!!!! :DD
we all love you ((((: good luck for remaining exams :D


(whoooooooooooooooooooosh)
(that was not the sound of me farting)
(actually, it was me flying away)
(no, rather superman)
(whatever!)
(WHY THE HELL ARE THESE IN BRACKETS??!)

i dreamt i was missing, & you were so scared;

but no one would listen, cus no one else cared

okay this one really seriously seriously quick post already.

today-

% went school at 9

% did history proj

% go tiong with audrey

% came back thinking was late for drill pract

% in the end waited like 3+ hrs till others came

% fell asleep for like 1/2 hr

% argued with audrey what the donkey is supposed to do in the game

% finally practiced but only for like 1 hr

% realised my prepaid is running outta money

% said thankew to auntie who let me out of the seat in the bus

% too lazy to continue my maths homework

okay i will elaborate soon.

byebye (waves)

don't resent me;

when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory

leave out all the rest

OMFG GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!?
OMG OMG OMG. we apparently saw chengxi (YES KANG CHENGXI FROM STAR IDOL!) at bukit batok (!!!!!) mum and bro insisted that he was chengxi but i was like, no no chengxi's face not liddat. but he is really DAMN FRICKIN TALL can!?
omg omg omg omg zOMG. this is like better than seeing guohao :D

and the fishes at the clinic were like so interesting i like took like 5 videos of them. one fish kept using its mouth to pick up the stones (the aquarium stones or whatever you call them) & then spitting it out. another one was like so violent & kept pushing everyone out of the way, then one was so shy it kept at the back of the tank. then another friendly fish kept waving its fin at me (i later found out that all the fishes were doing the same thing D:<) & when i put my face close to the tank it like came up to me & put its nose (if it has one) up on my face. & i swear it was smiling at me okayyyy.

& they were all scared of my bro cus when he came they all retreated to the back of the tank. apparently my brother's bulky figure doesn't help in his popularity with fishes :/

& i've finished 16.3-16.5 (!!!) i am so proud of myself :D & another thing is, i just realised today that my no3 boots are with zi qi. apparently we somehow mixed them up in the first semester & since then we had been polishing each others' boots :O i really hope she polished them real well cus hers are like fantastic except for that little rough spot that she's supposed to scrub. i was wondering where that spot came from. but anyway thanks platoonmate (:

i got many peoples' numbers today :D they all started smsing me (regarding studies okay, not any other thing xD) then i was like who are you who are you. okay so i have made new friends (i mean got new telephone numbers) & li juan loves me cus i smsed her like the whole home ec thingo & the agar agar recipe. see, being the maths rep helps boost popularity, no? (big grin)

okay i am like so bored now & i have given up on the 4 sets of frickin maths homework which are like at least 14 pages long each. i guess i needa relax before i can do anything. but the holidays are like so boring cus all my plans are cancelled & i have like the rest of the week free except for thursday. pardon me for getting random-er here, cus i simply have nothing better to do. this year's star search is like zuper boring can. there's only this one guy that i somehow thinks look like titanic :D & the surname also kind of the same (: zOMG what if it really is him!?

okay forget it i am SO over this kinda things. have to concentrate on EOYS, no? :D my paragraphs are like getting shorter. AH i met dear diyan (dear diyan, dd LOL) at the school gate just now :D she forced me to like hang up on my mum?! you're lucky i didn't get angry with you cus i was in a good mood & was on my way to buy donuts (yumyum) haha jkjk. you owe me letter, no?

okay yes this morning i reached school like 45 minutes early. but adele was earlier than me & here is jiaying claiming that i am crazy to reach that early. blame you for being late (sticks out tongue) all i did was take the one-train-later-than-normal D:

what shall i say now? waiting for my brother to come out of the frickin toilet so i can like bathe & continue my maths homework. i am like so sleepy now. urgh, why do i keep saying LIKE?

okay this is like a longer-than-usual post so i shall like leave.

BYEBYE (waves)

Since You Been Gone;

I can breathe for the first time

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you been gone

You're dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah yeah
Since you been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it?
You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again, and again, and again, and again

Since you been gone
(since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
(thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
(thanks to you)
Now I get
(I get)
You should know
(you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

you crept into my consciousness;

and took up permanent residence there

just came back from maths enrichment, so yeah this will be a real quick post as i have a million tons of (maths) homework waiting for me.

i've just realised that maths ain't so bad after you start paying at least 90% attention. but 90% is not quite possible if you have an intellectually slow partner (sihui) who doesn't understand why 3800+400=4200. (grimaces)
& it doesn't work if you have another friend sitting like 99cm away who calls you chewing gum every moment. it doesn't help if you call her char siew rice or her brother chicken rice cus she'll call you chewing gum & your brother bubble gum.
it's worse if you have another influence sitting about 149 cm away that ALSO calls you chewing gum & your brother bubble gum. it TOTALLY doesn't work if you call her bei fei li (get molested) & her sis bei qiang jian (get raped) cus she'll act pitiful & show you this face.

this is how it started...
one fine day, about 19 days ago (?)
get molested: eheh chewing gum, what's your brother's name?
me: DON'T TELL YOU
get molested: ah ah i know, BUBBLE GUM!
get molested & char siew rice: (laugh their asses off)
--
me: eh eh bei fei li, you got siblings?
get molested: (stupidly!) got got. elder sis
me: AH THEN YOUR ELDER SIS' NAME IS BEI (pause) what is rape ah? AH BEI QIANG JIAN!
get molested: (fed up face)
--
me: eh eh char siew rice, you got siblings?
char siew rice: yah got brother, why?
me: your brother name chicken rice ah?
char siew rice: (thinks & grimaces)
so this is how it started..

yes, lame i know. but who is to blame man. go scold those stupid char siew rice & get molested.
AHHA. char siew rice get molested! (by chewing gum)
(not that i want to molest her anyways)
and coincidentally, this happened during maths lesson.
no wonder i cannot understand. ://

okay this turns out to be not-so-quick post but there's tom & jerry on tv so i want to watch! (got mouse :D) & the mouse is not stupid okayyy.

don't worry, there's no emo part at the end cus i've decided not to be emo for the rest of the week day.

to audrey: i update already okay! (pouts)