Wednesday, May 30, 2007

sorry people. this is a scolding post. you can ignore it & go explore other parts of the blog. whatever. i just have to vent this freaking anger out & we can continue with our daily life.

WHY?? you freaking *******! why must you do this to me when we don't even know each other, like, personally? we just got to know each other, & now the first thing you do is ruin my life! what you did was absolutely freaking DISGUSTING. you freak! how could you do this???! you *****! you think your identity will be hidden forever? you think i'm so stupid? YOU ARE! you're a freaking *****! i may get an S.O. for this, but all i have to do is send them WHAT YOU DID & you're done for, ****** ****! you think i don't know who you are?! i know who you freaking are, & you'd better know too. you're disgusting like a pile of gross purplish-pink SHIT. i can't believe you did that. heartless creep. lying is your hobby, cheating is your career. you'll have a long nose. you're a freaking *******! i bet no one even likes you. lies won't work. cheats will get retribution. why do you even TRY to do this?! what did i even freaking DO to deserve this from you? i'll bash you up when i see you. you'd better not do this again, ****. you think you're really clever, don't you! yeah, you're clever. clever at lying, cheating & making people hate you. you think all you love, loves you back?! i'll tell you the freaking truth: ALL YOU LOVE DON'T LOVE YOU BACK. NOT ONE BIT. freak. hate is a strong word. i know you don't hate me. i don't hate you either. just stop doing all these idiotic things & be NORMAL. what did i even DO?! please stop it, or you'll be forcing me to say these words: I HATE YOU.

i swear i'll bash you up when i see you.

mooooooooohahahaha! (: i've finished that damn stupid borang book & started on another not-so-borang book (: peeps if you wanna start on the holiday booklist please start on THE HARMONY SILK FACTORY first wor. its kinda boring. no lor. its NOT. its like, about WAR wor. should've started it before the total defence test lor -.-! then will know more. teehee. woohaha. i'm a little more than 1/3 of the book liao. started this morning wor (: at page 143[bus number!]/378. whoo~ still have 4 more. plus school library 3 more. dead.
wooohahha. nothing to say wor. good news. DIYAN & JIAMIN MADE FRIENDS! teehee. i was their matchmaker wor. say thanks ((((((: hohoho. HOHOHOHO. reminds me of yesterday night. nearly died of heart attack lor. -.-!!! you're lar-mei wor. TSK. nearly really died lor. bet alot of white hair grow already.
idiot. ohhkays, nothing to say. BYE! happy new year people. I MEAN happy holidays people!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hey peeps (: still have few moments before show starts (: so figured i'd blog. my msn got prob again ): now i can't log in. sadsadsad.......
just now got maths lessons. woke up at 8 o clock & decided i don't wanna go, budden thought it over that i can meet friends [audrey!!! (:] && wait she pester us after june hollys. (: & good thangSSS happened. don't ask. cus it'll make me....i don't know how to say luh, just that it's GOOD (: hahahaha.
& yes afiqah, i can't stop thinking of the last pt too ((: woohhahaha. i want my *** too!!!!! tsk. obsessed ain't we (:
oh yeah, today. went to school in 51. thought i was late. met her at entrance of school. ahhh! was caught jaywalking by her xD & she was jaywalking herself too lor (: anyway, i ran ran ran & met beverly at the staircase there. i was sighing with relief, cus at least if i was late, someone was late with me (: haha then beverly was not scared at all lorh. she was so... relaxed. then she said naomi was rushing also. & i saw xinyi running heavily from upstairs. so she thought she was late too (: actually we were not late lor. ms L didn't appear until 10.10 or sometime after that. -.-
maths was fun. don't ask me, cus i don't know why. luckily i went lor. if not i would have missed a perfectly fine set of worksheet filled with beautiful numbers =D ooh i love maths (:
then, after maths, went ask audrey next thursday can do pbl in liBRAry not. [sounds wrong ehh] & she just informed me that she asked her mum the wrong date lor. ): anyway luh. i saw li juan outside the classroom "looking after" justina's bag, so i asked her, tuna got come today ah? she was like, yah, so i said, OHOH! then pearly got come luh! then she said, yah, but pearly went home liao ): aiyahh, why didn't wait for me? okay, butttttttttttttttttttttttttt, then, lynn appeared & tuna & buan hua (: & we walked together downstairs. but lynn they all were talking & taking such a long time, so FOR FUN [REALLY!!] i looked towards there. &&, i saw her!!!!!! [bliss (:] sososo, i was screaming like crazy lor, then i hit li juan, & she TOTALLY understood what i was pointing at xD really! hahahaa. & lynn recognized her as the "girl in detention" LOL. then, i didn't expect her to head up our this stairs lor. then one of her friends poke the other friend, then the other friend screamed really loudly, so she said a few words [(:] then when we reached downstairs, tuna said "she look like qing jie gong ren leh." [fyi that means CLEANER] cus she was not wearing sku u lor, then wear like shaggy shaggy liddat. BUT she's not always liddat muh -.- then tuna's small spark set up a big fire, & li juan & buan hua started calling her a qing jie gong ren too )): thats heartbreaking you know? pring pring pring (:
then we went foyer, then li juan went G.O to give the 2 loose report books, then we headed to the com lab. tuna & buan were so funny lor, cus their mou mou part of clothing too "long", so they decided to sit down. then by the time i realised what they were hitting at & sat down, li juan came out of the G.O. [!!!] infuriating lor! i just sit mah, cannot talk longer ah? must let old people sit mah!
then, tuna was like, CHIONG! then she chiong towards the gallery there. & i was like, you chiong this direction for what? & she said she wanna go com lab. & i didn't know what was happening ): then it turned out they all had ccas ): & i had nothing to stay back for. anyway, tuna was saying the com lab door very cute xD in the com lab, i switch on the com & then i decided i wanted to go home. li juan had already went to her ava club, then apparently she was not there to stop buan hua & tuna [my fanatic fans] from pulling every part of me to prevent me from going home. buan hua basically pulled my skirt lor, making it longer! ahh. then tuna started pulling on my bag :/ then buan hua managed to take the bag away. then i was like, so irritated [no offence] then i keep telling them you gimme back the bag i sit down & stay here. so after many attempts, buan hua finally give me back the bag. yay :/ then i sat down lor, then after that i tried escaping. yay they didn't try stopping me xD but buan hua tried taking my watch. i said, i can go home without my watch lor. budden after longlong time i finally pried my watch out of her hands (: & i couldn't find janice anymore so i walked to the station myself. on the way at the slope met agnes. she wanted me to help her flag taxi. so lor. but i lao hua yan already lor, cannot see if the top of the taxi was red or green ): so she was like, FLAG FLAG!!!! then i stuck my hand out & miraculously the taxi stopped! hahaha. then i realised that the top of the taxi ben lai is green. i couldn't see lor :/ next time must wear specs (:
then i didn't meet anybody [thank goddessnesses] so i walked to the mrt station myself. at the traffic lights i met shin, claraC & si hui & amanda, naomi. shin was friendly! ahhaha. then we walked there already i saw the 111. AHH. i actually wanted to take bus one lor. cus i can change at commonwealth mrt. ): then naomi went off. bye naomi! (: thenthen. shin was talking really quickly & i couldn't understand a thang she was saying lor. no offence ah! can exprain to me again someday! (((:
then they wanted to buy bubble tea. & i was really tired lor, just wanted to go home. so i said, i don't want to drink. then si hui turned around & said, no one force you mah. then claraC said the same thang. then shin said, i force one! hahahaha. thanks shin! hhohohoho. then i hopped on the mrt & came home. met diniy on the train (: then alighted lor, & when i was walking upstairs, i saw a 78 go off ): sad. i was really tired lor. haha. then i go downstairs & wait for a very long time. bus still havent come ): then got alot of 166 come. got new bus also (: the new bus very nice lor. then met tess. then wait wait wait bus still havent come. then i saw someone from crescent with a very familliar posture, a very familliar hairstyle, a very familliar thing in her hand, & a very familliar bag. & very familliar shoes xD haha. IT WAS NOT HER wokayys. IT WAS JANICE! ohhoho. i was happy to see her. i was lonely (: then she very lucky lor, she come only the bus come already xD haish, must wait with her next time.
then she told me what happened between her & the woman with plaits xD woooohahahahah. funnay. then i alighted (: then went hooooooooooome! & slept. for just a few minutes though. & i'm speed reading this book lor, so stupid. i don't wanna give up halfway mah, so i finish reading it before i start on the holiday booklist (: i've borrowed 6 liao. all from natl library. shows how hardworking i am wor. haha. & that superbuper borang book i borrowed from the school library proved its greatness. it happened to be in the booklist lor! lucky me (: woohaha. nothing to do. playing neo (: woohaha. childish wor. bored mah. i miss school! & ncc. & someone who made my day. (:
WHAT I'VE DONE
I'VE FACED MYSELF
TO CROSS OUT WHAT I'VE BECOME
ERASE MYSELF
TO LET GO OF WHAT I'VE DONE
whoo~ linking park rocks my no. 3 boots. & my black socks. (:
morals of the story;;;
- wanna flag taxi? wanna flag bus? use my magic hand. it has worked for 2 days. xD
- don't jaywalk.
- don't scream when you see someone you really wanna see.
- don't poke your friend when your another friend sees someone she doesn't wanna see.
- go for any maths enrichments you can ever possibly go to!!!!

so much for my happy ending.

acknowledgements;;;
- my magic hand!
- the mrt
- 51
- shin [for saying you forced me (:]
- audrey [you're the love! not in the wrong way (:]
- janice [for making the bus come (:]
- you who made my day colourful <3

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Monday, May 28, 2007

HOHOHO. total defence test today. it was easy lor. AHH my show start already. nvms. anyway, after test today hor, went tiong with janice & afiqah & diyan. found out many thangs about each other worhs. xD first, we walk to mrt station luh, then diyan & afiqah decided they wanted to pee. so we went first, me, janice, siti, sabrina, sindie, atikah & jacklyn. then sindie [who was the organiser in the first place] said her parents don't allow her to go. so buh bye sindie. then we went into the mrt station & met diyan &amp;amp;amp;amp; afiqah there. then we met jiaying & xinglin there too. they were drinking & enjoying themselves. anyway, poor jiaying lost $4. poor thang. next time lose $4.50! cus first time $3.50, now $4. whatever. lame. then sabrina they all wanna go jec, but i got no money. left $3! so, they say wanna watch movie luh, but diyan said never plan & so, we 4 decided to go tiong, as janice didn't wanna watch movie in the first place. anyway, hopped on the escalator, then when we reached the top, the pasir ris train just went off -.-! then we stayed there luh, then jacklyn & jiaying & xinglin joined us. then we were like playing with blue patweek & the bearbear xD thenthen, the train arrived, we got on, & alighted at the next stop. -.-! really & i was like DID WE TAKE THE WRONG TRAIN cus the train seemed to did not reach the tunnel after a certain time. anyways, i was there at tiong bahru mrt station describing to them how i reacted when i met her at the mrt station (: thenthen, we went up, & decided to eat long john cus very little people. so, we went inside luh, & started eating =D then, i kept calling janice's chicken a FISH [tsk. obsessed ain't we.] hahaa. then diyan kept taking candid shots of me. && she keep saying i look like things, like hamster, or MOUSE xD, or i look like im gonna smash my nose etcetc. =DDD very funny ah. then i was like the slowest to finish, cus i keep talking(: no wonder i'm the most talkative in the part xD thenthen, diyan & janice caught afiqah in that sexay pose. hahahaa. very funny! afiqah's actions. hahahaa. so sexay hurrhs? MAKE IT BALD! & must wear a bikini! hahahaha. then, after eating, diyan & afiqah wanted to pee again, so we headed towards the toilet. AAHH! who knew, on the way, we met someone & we had to ***** in that open public place. & when she saw us she was like OHORRR. LOL. thenthen, took lotlots of pictures in the toilet xD really! siao people we are. then we finally went out of the toilet. & we went up the escalator, then we saw her again. diyan tried taking picture of her back! ((: hahaha that sounds wrong. anyway, during eating we talked about everything possible that was wrong (: hahaha.
anyways, we went all the way to the top, then we went camwhoring (: thenthen very fun luhs. VERYVERY funny. me & afiqah go pull that thang down then cannot go up anymore. -.-! somemore its orange lorh. hahaha. so we quickly escape (: ya & i was the only one without a lolly! no money luhs, what to do? left $1.30 at that point of time (: poor thang. thought we could eat mcdonalds so i can use ez-link. but long johns cheaper xD anyway, then we went back to more than words. to "find" a "present" for afiqah. hahhaa. saw many disgusting thangs. =X
saw the strawberries again. then we realised it was 4.30 & very late. considering we had to reach home at 5. anyway, we then sadly departed....
no luh, we did not. we strolled to ntuc & janice was like, why come ntuc? then diyan was like, this is the way to the mrt mah. && janice was like gong going liddat. & i was blur too =D then hor, we went into the mrt station, then i was the first one to tap my card & go inside, then everyone was there, then diyan was like, ehh you first one inside ah, you go alone. AHHAHA. then she came in. janice & afiqah were topping up their card. or whatever they were doing (:
thenthen we reached the track there, then we saw the people who were with her just now. soso, i was scared & started jumping around (: then, we started taking pictures again. the blurr image in the glass (: then we went right to the end then started looking through the glass panel (: so scary lorh like a ghost somehow gonna jump out at us anytime (: then we took some scary pictures of that. & diyan's shadow became the ghost in one of the pictures (: haha. then janice took a picture of the staff toilet. AHH staff toilet. STAFF toilet. hohoho. cus we saw someone going in there. scary seyhhs. then we sat down in the mrt. & that was the first time in my life! anyway, we took some more picture. like of us looking bored & of me flagging the mrt. & i looked like a ghost lorh. anyway the picture that was supposed to be of me, afiqah & diyan looking bored came out as us looking emo. =X but it was nice!
okay, then when reached redhill, i thought i saw her passing by. i mean, the mrt passing by her. but i think it was not. anyway, when me & janice reached clementi, we saw a 154 going off. it was alreaady 4.57 lorh! then i was like, so agitated. then when reached down i saw another 154. luckily i was quick enough to stick my hand out lorh. not we will miss 2 buses (:
okay. go eat dinner liao. bon appetit (:

Monday, May 21, 2007

ohoho. sense something amiss? yepp its 934 am & i'm still at home :// cuscus i got feeeeeeeever of 38-39 degrees ): yepyep. poor thang right? & somemore today got nc )): thenthen i will miss the should-be-one-&-only session without boots & slacks :// && i will not get afiqah's letter! sighhs. & later going to see doctor. &amp;& maybe cutting my hair. or maybe only see doctor. WHATEVER.
i can't wait for thursday! butbut tomorrow got mass run, thenthen i cannot run, thenthen i have to run make-up mass run on thursday! tsk.
okay, gtg.
tatasauce (:
ps. sorry pearly! cannot meet you )):

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! (:
yes, good morning. take a look at the time at the bottom right corner of this post. yepppp. 1+am already! i'm sick :// fever of 38.5. tsktsk. poor thang! && i'm EATING ((:
butbut hor, i still wanna go school tomorrow. i mean today. cus got nc (((: yupyup & noneed to bring boots or slacks, so i'm wondering what we're going to do.
ohno. a horrible thought has just crossed my mind.
nevermind((:
i miss nc. obviously. [hinthint**]
okay..
*whooshes off to continue eating(:*
sweet dreams!!!!!!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

sorry. just wanted to say this:
LINKIN PARK ROCKS MY NO.3 BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. just wanted to get that out. ignore this post and go on to read the previous one.

HELLO PEEPS!
just came back from jurong point. [at BOON LAY worhs (: hinthints**] && i saw my BELOVED $28 lolly. ohhho i love that lolly. someone pretty please with a cherry on top buy it for my 14th bday? =DD
yep, & janice, pearly is audrey's qingjiaz (: not mine hahaha. && pearly you heartless creep slapslapslap. i'm so heartbroken pring3. i never divorce you okay. &amp;amp; i never will (: && don't call me LAM LAM ): that's for dearest li juan to call (((: hahaha =D & i was calling qingjiaz for audrey (: if you get what i mean.
hohoho. just amended a few thangs on the last post. go looklookseesee. veryvery funny WORH. just now at je, [before going to jp] & while my bro was at tution, me & my mum went to the library, then after we returned the books & after my mum went to the toilet, we walked into the entertainment center, then while crossing the road, i caught sight of two girls wearing faded yellow & turquoise. & i said to my mum, ehhehh, there got crescent. then she was like, where? & by that time i had realised that they were her & her. ohoho, i was so scared, i told my mum, AHHAHH!! ___ there ___ there! & instead of walking straight to the doors, [where they were coming out from] i walked to the carpark and walk a bigbig round before reaching the doors. actually it was not a bigbig round anyways. whatever. & my mum was like, what? why you so scared for what? && i was like, nothing, cus i have to ***** muh. & she was like, ***** SO WHAT???! tsktsk. i will not ***** in such a public place, where there are alot of two-footed-people who will use their balls & stare at me. as in, EYEballs. especially *****ing her. anyway, i quickly walkwalk luh, then i was so scared they'd come back again. whatever.
thenthen, after bro's tution, we went to take mrt to BOON LAY, then i was STILL puzzled about the mrt tracks at je, cus there are like, 5 mrt tracks??! & i asked my father to exprain to me again. && i can admit, cus the marina bay train there's only one track, & i actually thought the 2 trains would bang into each other. & after a was abitbit more matured, i realised that that couldn't happen, so i thought for the whole jurong east-marina bay line had only ONE train. tsktsk. immature ain't i?! thenthen my "greatgreat" daddy exprained to me. & i finally saw the light....... anyways, we took to lakeside, alighted & looklookseesee the houses around the station, while me & my bro decided to test me on my memorization of the mrt line from boon lay to tanah merah. butbut, the first time i memorized to my bro, after lavender i forgot. then, after that, i actually forgot TANAH MERAH. it's like, the last station before i finish [if you get what i mean] then i forgot it! but whatever. old already old already. thenn, we boarded the next train to boon lay, then it suddenly stopped, then my innocent mother said, why it stop? spoil ahh? & my dad was like, no luh, it's waiting for the trains at the track to clear first. & i was like, what? cus obviously innocent me can't understand a thang he's saying. soso, i asked him to exprain again. && just at that moment a train passed us. so my father was like, ahhahh seesee? it was that train we were waiting to clear. so chim. i can't understand. but whatever.
&& after that we went into the library. hehee. my fave place! okay, after borrowborrow eateat drinkdrink, we went jurong point, then on the way home, in bus 30, i was looking out for that kind of houses we saw in her blog. thenthen, i saw manymany various houses along various places of coporation road. && they all looked the same -.- anyways, the yung ho road ones really looked like the ones in her blog. hahah.
then i wondered, why bus 30 people always call "no. 30" when bus 51 people always call "51"? it's like, if the number of the bus doesn't reach 3 syllables, then people will add a "no" to it. like, eg. bus no. 143 & bus 51 & bus 2 & bus 197 & bus 7. okay, if 143 arrives, people will say, "ehh ONE-FOUR-THREE come already." compared to 30, when it arrives, people will say "ehh NO. 30 come already." if 51, they say, "ehh 51 come already" if 2, they'll say "ehh NO.2 come already" if 197 comes they say "ehh ONE-NINE-SEVEN come already" then 7, although it's only 1 number like 2, they still say, "no.7 come already!" isn't it strange??! then 3 numbered buses they will read all the numbers, like 197. & 97. they call 197 one-nine-seven but 97 ninety seven? why is it so? two-footed people are really......extraordinary! i think i'm crapping. am i? ((:
then at je i was like forcing my mum to guess what buses are coming. then she was like, keep quiet luh, cus i was really irritating her to guess the numbers. then i keep guessing wrongly )): && my father "guessed" correctly. CUS, he was standing up & had a better view of seeing the buses. & he pretended to guess. BUT, i DID guess one bus correctly. it was my fave bus, 51 (: hahha. then my mum said, this one is a nice number. then i was like, 97 & she said no. & i was like, 52? nope. 78? no. 79? nonono! it's 66! & i was like, 66 nice number meh? & she said in hokkien it's nice. & i'm like what? cus 97 is obviously nicer cus 97/100 is better than 66/100 ((((((:
tsk. i miss nc still. hehe. hope monday got! & we'll play that squirrel game again (: [hinthint****] harharhar. i laugh very easily nowadays. &amp;amp; cry too. mood-changer. & people teller. & bus directory. & STREET directory. haha. & i think i should marry someone who's smart cus i'm observant enough & so that our child can be smart & STREET smart!((: if you lose your way you come find me, cus i'll tell you which bus can go from where to where and which mrt must change to go where. or where is boon lay river (: there's no such thang. my bro was swinging his newly bought sandals, then i was like, wait swing to boon lay river then you know. then nobody reacted, so i said, didn't anyone realise that there's no such thang as boon lay river? still no response. after a moment, my mum said, got boon lay river such thang meh? & i said, NO! CUS I JUST SAID SO! & then they realised the terrible truth: that they weren't listening to my golden wise words -.-
hhahahahaha. getting crappier by the minute! if you cry you can come to me, cus i selling tissue paper buy 1 get 1 free! got that from audrey's hp ((:
okais, getting really2 sleepy. i always sleep at 9+ nowadays, cus getting old & tired easily ((((:
okais, night peeps! good nite don't let the bedbugs bite!
*whooshes off to dream of her & her & her*

Friday, May 18, 2007

firstly, afiqah, don't need to say so many things(: & yes DUH i know you went for shooting. & when was i excited? & how you know who is the her & her & her? got two green ones & two reds & 2 blues! & they're all different ppl (: hehehe. & you DUNTNO the gray her! hahaha. i guess you do already. whatever -.-
audrey!!(: dearesstttt. & nofe air you didn't get scolded ): i got scolded for like, a b4 lorh -.- && i'm so happy today! not cus its a friday but cus manymany intellesting thangs happened to me today (:
firstly, i walk2 slowly to the busstop luh, then my mum was like, AHH THERE'S THE BUS! & i was like, nevermind luh, take the next one, go to school so early for what? & she was like, okay lorh, catch the 615 bus instead luh. then we wait, & the bus came very quickly. & it was the same bus i take every morning. the one the driver never switch on the lights until i board the bus x) then i boarded, & my mum was having this puzzled look on her face, & then i realised that no one else besides me [& the driver -.-] was in the bus. i was kinda scared :x LOL. thenthen at the next bus stop, the small small guy from qifa boarded the bus. ahha, i was glad. not to see him, but cus at least there was someone else besides me & the driver. i was scared that the driver would somehow drive me to somewhere deserted xD
okayokay, then when going to reach the station, i saw a pasir ris train leaving, so i thought i had missed the 615 train [i took the 610 bus], so i took my own sweetsweet time to walk up. end up, the train i had missed was not the 615 train. i had missed the EARLIER than 615 train instead. so i ended up taking the 615 train, and did not meet anybody. only a few pathetic cgs girls alighted x) i still prefer the 640 train (: cus of her ((((:
next, i was soooo excited-for-nothing over the pumping meeting after mass run. then, mr samat announced that all his sec 1-3 classes for pe, those who didn't get 15.30 and below for their 2.4, must retest, & nobody was listening, so i also pretended i didn't hear luh. then, ms ong went and shushed everyone, & she repeated the mr samat announcement, & my heart dropped right down to my no.3 boots [xD]. AHH, cannot do pumping! must go retest! it's like, wahhlao, we PASSED k. we passed by like 2 mins. me & audrey got same xD we got 16.37. and its like, the passing mark is 18 muhhh..... then me & hui fang couldn't find the others, so we went on to meet the other poor thang people who had to re-run. tsktsk. i was so scared, cus i couldn't spot anyone from s1. then we had to wait for all the mass run people to run finish then we can run. AND me & audrey's timing was worse than last time lorh. it was like, 17.21! shitts. we're innocent. & we had passed already! tsktsk. i still love running anyways, just not running 2.4. & poorpoor sheena failed 16.30 by 1 second. poorpoor thang. sniffs.
&&, during recess, i ate with audrey & pearly & sherry! my favourite people(:
tsktsk. then, during english, we went to the library, then we had to borrow at least 1 book, then audrey found this BIG BOOK OF HELP (: & she borrowed it. && she borrowed another chicken soup book [fish soup xD] & i said, for fun, i thought we must borrow storybooks? so poorpoor audrey left her place in the queue & went to find another storybook. && she found a book that had a cute picture on the cover, and that was why she borrowed THAT book. LOL.
hokays, then it was cs. when passing by afiqah's class, she came out & said, "ehhehh, wait for me leh, i very scared to go downstairs." & i was like, why? you going where? & she was like, you going where? i got recess. & i said, CS luh. & she was like, ohho, i thought recess... lame lorh afiqah -.-
during cs, we surfed BLOGS (: then i led audrey & xinglin to her blog (: & then we were all laughing at the pictures, cus xinglin go poke her dimple, and when i scrolled up, the mouse [!!!] cursor landed on her 8oo8s (((: it was like, so funny lorh ((: then i accidentally kicked a piece of paper, then i thought afiqah's letter dropped out from my pocket. so i picked it up and turned it around, and i saw her name. & class, so definitely correct person. & i opened it up, & inside got something i'd reallyreally wanted to know for a veryvery long time (: & it was signed AFIQAH (: & i know it was not MY afiqah. & xinglin started playing a game, she had to jump over beach balls while catching crabs, but she ended up jumping ON the beach balls instead of jumping OVER them xD && she started playing another game where she had to throw umbrellas to chicks to they could land on the ground safely, & she was so agitated that she throw so many brellys at the same time, then i was like, SO WASTE UMBRELLA AHH? & then she got distracted by me so badly that she could not manage to save her chicks. & i was like, wahh, you kill so many of your children ahh [cus she was playing as a mother hen]. & hongyi was like, got so many children meh? ((: then the highscore was 500000 over, then xinglin said, wahh save chicks until liddat ahh?
ohmygodds. today was sooh funny(:
& after our 2.4, while waiting for some people to finish, me & audrey played the "she/he looks different from the others" game. when we finally stopped, we decided to play the "would you rather" game. so she asked me: "would you rather eat a hamster alive or run around naked in front of her?" & i said, i wanna do both. so she said, you wanna eat the NAKED HAMSTER? & i was like, what naked hamster? then she realised SHE had made a mistake by joining both choices together (: & by that time it was too late, as i was laughing until tears came out of my eyes.... HAHAHHAAHAHAHA. it was veryvery funny (:
& during recess while me & audrey & sherry & pearly were walking to the mini forum, then i was throwing my wallet, then sherry suddenly screamed, & she was laughing, & she said, "i thought that was a bird" my wallet? a bird? LOL. -.-
then, after cs, was maths, then cme. mr C didn't come our class, so we playplayplay. me & audrey were running to the "toilet" all the time. cus we wanted to call ms pham. so we went to the glass doors. & on the way down we saw her. hehehe. cus audrey had already seen her from upstairs, but i didn't see, cus my view was blocked by a particular tree, & i realised that that was her. anyways, we went downstairs, and met her at the last flight of the rotunda, and she was looking like a guy, so funny until i also laugh, then i told audrey, & i laughed, & she said "you also laugh like boy what." LOL (: okay then we went to call ms pham, & then there was already another phone ringing inside, & so 2 phones were ringing at the same time (: & it was superbuper noisy ((: & ms pham was not inside after all. so we went back, & accidentally-on-purpose walked that way to see her again. on the way back, from the glass doors to the mini forum, we spotted alot of wasp nests. then i was so scared, so i faster walk. then we decided to tell a teacher. actually we had already decided longlong ago. anyways, we saw a teacher luh, & she was normally fiercefierce one. i said, tell her luh. & audrey said, you tell luh! & i said, i dunno her name! & audrey was like, MS ______ LUHHHH! & i was like, okay! & i walked up to her & started, "miss ______, " & she said, yes, hi. & started walking away & i was like, ms ______ there're alot of wasp nests there. & she said, WHAT? & i said, there are alot of nests there. & she was like, where? i said, along all the windows, then behind that staircase also have. & she was like, okay, have to tell the people. i was like, okay. & she said, what's your name? & i said my name. & she said WHAT? & i said my name again. & she asked me what class. i said 1s1. she said, okay, thank you very much. thank you ((: i was so happy (: i asked audrey whether i would get a honour stamp (:
audrey: why she ask your name?
me: i dunno leh, maybe cus she wanna give me honour stamp (:
audrey: oh, wait later assembly she announce that yik lam of 1s1 blahblahblah, then she ask you to stand up and pin a medal on you.
me: omg then that's so EMBALLASING
audrey: then she'll give you a trophy....with a wasp on top of it.
by this time i was laughing & laughing & laughing until tears came out of my eyes again :p & i was laughing even more loudly & tearfully by the time we reached her again. i think she thinks im a freak =X
anyways, we went back to the class, then took audrey's bottle, and went to the toilet to refill it. & i pulled her to the downstairs toilet. to see her. hhehehe. & then we found out that the downstairs toilet don't have water cooler -.- so we went to the mini forum water cooler. then she was taking her own sweet time..... anyways, we went back to class and discovered 1c2's windows got wasp nests. so we went to check our windows. & we found out that our windows also have! then we decided to clean them. then claraL come out with si hui. we told her the "news" & she said, EEEEE. then she said, take a stick and poke luh. then she said remember to clear the toilet paper ah. cus we these 2 days keep taking toilet paper to clean the windows & leave them there. so, we went downstairs to the study pavillion to find twigs, upon finding them, we went to the toilet to take toilet paper. =XX then we passed by her again. & she was wearing the councillors uniform. & i discovered that she's actually veryvery short. & she wasn't wearing any shoes (: reminds me of learning fest =D && on the way down i was like, quickquick audrey, wait she see us then she give us demerits. then she was like, yahh, then you'll treasure the demerit FOREVER. && i said, yahyah i will, & if she gives you a demerit, then you shall give that demerit to me, & i will treasure it for you (:
then we went back, and cleaned up the disgusting nests. tsktsk. then we discovered something wedged into the hole that looked like a wasp's tail. then i told audrey, "is that a wasp's tail?" & she said, "wasps got tail meh???" then she gasped, "it's WING???!" & we were screaming! then she decided to pull it out. but after a few failing attempts, she said, it's not a wing or a tail luh, it's plastic. then she tried few more times in vain to pull it out. then she said angrily, its not even plastic lorh, its SOLID! hahahaha. so funny her reaction (:
finally the bell rang. we threw all the tissue on the floor then she took the broom to sweep. & audrey threw the wet toilet paper on the floor. & i said, that is wet, & it made a very disgusting noise. it went PIAK. like a lump of dungggg. =D then audrey apparently didn't listen to my advice & she tried sweeping up the wet toilet paper. & she was laughing laughing & she was using a veryvery huge force to sweep up the wet toilet paper (: hahaha.
finally it was time to say goodbye (:
hahha. so funny. qiaoyi was describing detail by detail how she sprained her ankle, & how sherry fell down from the bus, & how from inside the bus, the view of sherry falling down was so NICE (: hahahahahah.
today shall forever remain in my mind. (:
i think i shall blog about monday's shooting now (: although it may be outdated xD
we met at JE, i went there 1hr+ earlier, to the library, then i met hui fang at the popular, then we went upstairs and the marina bay train arrived, and it was waiting for us xD, then faatihah & sabrina's train arrived, and just when they alighted, the marina bay train closed its doors and went off. UGH. then we waited for the next train, & we got 9 people there, and could just right fit into one row of seats. & when going through the tunnel at dunno-where, in the reflection, we looked like a row of bananas (: then the 1/2 hr passed very fast. (: then at yishun, while waiting for staff they all, xinglin sat on my LAP (: cute seyh she (: then they said, ehhehh, staff they all are there. then i was like, where? & nobody answered me. so i looklookseesee around still couldn't see them. then we had to greet them right? so we went closer & i saw a crescent skirt, so i finally knew where they were(: & we greeted them [sgt major, msg, staff G & sgt H] superlow & superloud, then everyone was like staring at us -.- then ma'am arrived, & staff asked us to shh, don't greet (: guess she was embarrassed too =D
then, we walked to yishun safra. i had thought it would be very scary, & there would be a sir there like the last time or something liddat. but, we entered a room that resembled a jungle with air-con & a little control room (: LOL. then we started SHOOTING! really fun really2 fun (: then, the rifle was superbuper heavy! heheh. & during my last turn, the rifle keep on IA [or whatever you call that] then sgt major said the rifle don't like me (: hahaha. and staff agreed =X
anyways, then my elbow got injured, then while walking back to the mrt station, janice pulled my arm to tell me something, & she knocked into the injured place, & i screamed. the worst thing was, we were right behind staff & sgt. & sgt turned back & stared at me. i was so scared =DDD & she tried imitating my scream (:
thennn, me & janice & xinglin went back to mrt station, walking back as slow as possible, cus it was peak hr. we went into ntuc & cus of that, xinglin missed her train =X hahha. & we didn't buy anything. (:
& i was xinglin's asst. she was so cute. couldn't close her right eye, so staff gave her tissue paper for a cover [i forgot what you call that.] ahha an eye patch or something liddat. then when xinglin shot, the recoil was so strong on her that her whole body shook. then staff was like, so shocked. & second time, ma'am gave her an eye patch. a real-pirates-of-the-carribean-eye-patch (: then staff said, wahh, you pirate ahh. pirates of the carribean ahh, parrot. ehhhhe parrots of the carribean. HHAHAHA. i wanted to laugh but cannot (: hahahha.
okays, talk more next time. hhehe
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

replying tags.
afiqah;;; WUTever. i'm sad. for no reason. emo-shitting again ): did you enjoy shooting?
amrita;;; YOU TAGGED!! say yay. ((: yeah and the hollys will be like, super busy lorh.
janice;;; what person i hate? i don't hate you x) i hate ____ & _______ xDDD & infinity & beyond is delta's motto meh? anyways dont talk about you-know-what on my blog. ohho i geddit delta 06 not delta 07.. tsktsk. blurrqueen.

okays. photo taking was FUNNNN!!!! i was right above her during the a1s shot. & few ppl away from her during the whole contingent shot. but was nowhere near her. & got a new plaster from her cus mine got lots of lovelovelove on it =X

yepp and when i greeted i accidentally kicked into her hand while banging. sorry! did it hurt? haha. & janice how dare you kick my dearest! hahahah. & she looks like a girl in her no.3. seriously. her hair's like, all back. actually her hair down it's nicer. but whatever.

yeah afiqah! she did my _____! & she did your ____ (: but _____ is more impt than ____ (: this morn i nearly dropped my book on her head. i was so surprised to see her. tsktsk.

yayy tmr got MASS RUN! then after that got PUMPING! yayyy. my LOVES together! i love mass run & pumping (: especially doing both with PLATOONMATES! joyy. <33

got back midyrs results. not bad actually. passed everything(: but havent add all the ca marks yet ://. my highest was lit, audrey's poorest subject. poor audrey. ni bu yao ku WORH(: [reminds me of her during march camp] hehe. my lowest was ENG. so surprising! its like in primary school eng was my best. now? tsktsk. and geog was audrey's highest subject. that's like, INCREDIBLE! geog was like the most diff. whatever. disappointed. but noneed to see teacher (:

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Monday, May 14, 2007

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 7/10 questions right!
There's some things most people know... except for you.
hahaha. this shows i'm not so stupid after all (: & i do NOT look like that.

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"So, you're a cannibal."
ngeh ngeh ngeh. hi cannibal. WAHAHA.

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
whoo~ i'd always thought that my brain was 100% male. yay i'm equal. not girly-girly yet not tomboy-ish =DDDDDDDDD i'm so happy! haha.

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you!
And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign!

Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer
ouh. CAPRICORN thats me (: PISCES thats him [pearly wink wink] CANCER thats him too [pearly <33>
okay its damn early in the morning. very excited for shooting. woke up and couldn't sleep. okay. do other things. byebye =D
can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

sorry people. forgot to say something.
i didn't expect after a few weeks without pt, my arms and legs would be aching so much.
you know what i mean. i don't know what i'm talking about.
basically, few weeks without pt, friday have pt, arms and legs aching.
geddit?
but i still love pt. don't get me wrong.
tsktsk. knocked down. 12 mistakes. 60 push-ups. i actually enjoyed it.
yeah. i did.
gimme more.
knocked down 60+pt 30+nightly 20=110 push-ups.
many sure say i'm torturing myself. tsktsk. i know i'm not.
cus i know what i want and what i need.
and what i don't want and what i don't need.
and what i don't want to be treated like.
and what i like.
okay, getting out of point.
yeah, and my tummy hurts too. cus of the crunches.
i like crunches. i vented out all my frustations during friday's pt.
i was so emo, i cried when we were knocked down. really. only the tears were mixed with the sweat. yeah and during pt too. i was really really emo. emo until i really did the pt properly for the first time. my legs were, for once, 90 degrees for the whole time. no one had to correct me. i did everything with all the concentration needed. really i did. for the first time. i wish i had this concentration all the time. tsktsk. i even shouted loudly. only during the water parade msg said i was "talking to my boyfriend". that was cus i didn't want to deafen the a3 in front of me. yeah, and cus i couldn't lower my pitch low enough.
i'm reallyreally sorry, staff&sgt. we really have no unity. sorry for making you all so disappointed. i nearly cried during the "eyes closed heads down" part. had to control the tears. tsktsk. emoemo. superemo.
i guess no one cheers me up cus i keep all the emotions to myself. i guess one day i'll die of a heart attack cus everything is bottled up inside me. i guess no one even cares.
but whatever.

I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING. WHY MUST YOU TREAT ME LIKE A FREAKING PIECE OF SHIT? WHAT DID I FREAKING DO WRONG? WHY MUST YOU DO THIS? YOU THINK YOU'RE PREAKING GREAT? YEAH YOU CAN SAY I'M IRRITATING, YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT. JUST CUS WE KNOW EACH OTHER DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN FREAKING DO THIS TO ME. I'M FREAKING SORRY FOR WHATEVER FREAKING WRONG DEED I DID TO YOU. I REALLY AM. JUST DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THIS. I'M FREAKING HEARTBROKEN, YOU KNOW. HOW YOU FREAKING DON'T KEEP EYE CONTACT, AND HOW YOUR FREAKING COMMENTS SEEM TO BE DIRECTED AT ME. I'M REALLY SORRY FOR WHAT I DID. REALLY I AM. JUST STOP DOING THIS TO ME. THIS IS FREAKING TORTURE.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!!!!
tian xia de ma ma shi zui hao de~
woots~

i just packed my room(:
tsktsk. found alot of rubbish =DDD
yeah and tomorrow is SHOOTING~~~
yeah and tuesday is PHOTOTAKING! ka-chak

nothing to say.... give me a clue hahaha.
i'm so bored. can't wait for tomorrow. ahh.
this is torture. 12 hrs, 8 mins & 30 secs still counting till we meet at YISHUN.
sighhs. old woman already.
rain rain keep falling. NOT.
i'm abandoning this blog for the meantime.
i'm a veryvery busy person you know??? yes i am.
ahh wind wind. umbrella flying away!!!!!
going to catch my brelly(:
BYE!
*runs off to catch brelly*
and then i realise that the wind has stopped blowing.
and my brelly is FINE.
ha-ha-ha
dorky laugh(: JANICE! har-har-har =DDDD

okay. since i've nothing to say, i might as well go catch my brelly after all.. (:

oh yes li juan, i was in k1 praise, and k2 gentle(: and did you know a girl called DEMI NGOH?? she was my classmate. i saw my telephone book and i saw her number =DD haha.

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

oh yarhhhhhr.
yesterday was red cross day.
yay.
the day before was npcc day.
YAY.
yeah, i mean YAY! cus of you-know-what and you-know-who.
hahaha.
when's nc day? ehhehehe.
tsktsk. obessed ain't i.
zhen shi wu ke jiu yao.
haish...
people blog more. BLOG MORE! my once-dead blog is now livelier than yours. specifically my dardars nad and pearly. =D
whoahhs. iHEARTlinkinpark the song where'd you go so touching lor. sniff.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little ****** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little ****** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
sniff. touching right??! tsktsk. remember the name is vulgar(: but cool. believe me rocks! =D whoo~ midyrs are over! but tomorrow got photo-taking. tsktsk. hope its not too hot tomorrow!
okay. nothing to say.
tatasauce+chilli! =DDD

whee~
1 more paper to go! yay.. maths was great(: but i'm very scared for science. since primary school, my science always got low low marks. )): how?? someone help me study then put everything in my brain once and for all and sew it and lock it up and throw the needle and key away. what's the use of throwing away the needle? but whatever.
hehehe i'm getting more and more ridiculous [and crappy] day by day(: can't wait for tomorrow! science last paper already.
ahh. thinking and imagining can lead you to many things. i was thinking about transparent pencilcases during exams then it suddenly led me to think about something that happened in primary school. for no reason. and i forgot what i had thought of. tsk.
yeah, and it was raining on thursday the 3rd, then during the HCL paper 1 i was thinking how i was going to walk to the bus stop and how i am going to meet pearly and how our "plans" would be ruined. then i totally forgot that i had brought my usual school bag and my brelly was there all along. yeah, it was so totally wasting time! during the exam k. tsk.
haish.. post exam activities suck. i'm sure you get what i mean. id you read my last post. tsktsk. they're so disgusting. the you-know-what-ity education. yeah, and photo-taking. PHOTO-TAKING! we all look awful in a tie. yeah, and we would be sooo embarrassed to see our pictures in the yearbook. ugh.
although i'm a yearbook freak, i really don't want to see my own pic in the yearbook. it's like everytime i open there's a 1/200 chance of seeing my picture? no way. i read last year's yearbook like crazy, like everyday?! until i can recognize anyone i see in school. i will be like "ehh that girl's name is blah blah blah and her class is blah blah blah." hahaha.
and the weather is so hot. how to wear tie????! tell me luh. tsktsk. eviil creatures, ask us to wear tie.
hokays. got to go toilet already. ahh. opening shop heh. doing big business in the shop(:
okay that was disgusting. wash your eyes and pretend you didn't see it.
okay,
TATASAUCE((:

Monday, May 07, 2007

whoo~
ignore that emo post. hahas. or maybe you should read it. but whatever. i've decided to use proper english and proper punctuation now, for english's sake (: so say yay =D
yeah, tomorrow's math. 2 more papers! im actually pretty confident about math. don't ask me, cus i don't know why. haha(: that's gonna be my favourite pick-up line. "don't ask me, cus i don't know why". sounds nice, ain't it? =D
yeap, THANKS DIYAN(: you may have done little, but it's actually alot to me(: thanks for letting me confide in you.
ahh, i'm actually trying to do math assessment now [hardworking right? ;D] but my brother's not letting me use his computer, so i'm using the laptop in the living room, which is on this teeny-weeny little table which can only fit, like, only my pencilcase? so i'm not able to do after all. have to ENDURE. ahhhh. i love algebra(: seriously! iHEARTalgebra. hahaha=D
i can't wait! nc is starting soon! whoo~ my platoonmate just said thursday no nc cus of the post exams activity. sexuality education! seriously, can you believe it? in SECONDARY school okay? its a GERS school for heaven's sake! =.= why...do they want us to become lesbians or something? if they do want us to become lesbians, then i'd gladly become one =D afiqah you understand? i'm sure you'd wanna become one too! *smirks* that's sick. it sounds wrong. wash your eyes people!
i'm gonna become a brudder =D
yeah, that was random(: i'm gonna cut my hair pltmates! there'll be another brother [BRUDDER!] coming into the family! wakaka.
i'm se-rai-ous-ly missing nc peeps): that's so sad ain't it. ohh i'm crapping again. don't ask me what i'm typing, cus i don't know what i'm typing(: hahahaha.
i suddenly miss camp.
this morning at the bus stop i saw a crescent ger, probably from sec 4, who looked like ___ __R____. okay, maybe she wasn't. but whatever.
ahh, maybe i'd be better off studying math. i suddenly LOVE maths. don't ask me, cus i don't know why! seriously. okay, TAG PEOPLE. tagging is good for your health. tag more. but tag the most you can at one time, not like afiqah. she can't count. she has no sense of direction, no sense of humour, no sense of different choices, and no sense of numbers. =DDD
yeah, and she's super small.
and super short
oh, sorry. pretend you didn't hear that. or rather, pretend you didn't see that. whatever.
yeah, and she's blind too.
diyan was right in front of her and she didn't see. tsktsk.
okay. whatever.
wish me good luck for my second last paper!
tatasauce! =D

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Friday, May 04, 2007

surprisingly, all the memories of QPS have gone. when i look around me, all i see don't remind me of QPS. all the memories are gone. don't ask me, cus i don't know why. all i remember is how we enjoyed our time at the camp, how we endured PT together, how we lost our sleep until 1am... i can't believe our time with the NCOs are ending so fast. i don't remember how we played in school, how we fooled around with the guzhengs, how we splashed in the pool... all i remember is how we got knocked down, how we got scolded, how we endured the climb up mt. everest with our dearest platoonmates and specs. i don't remember how we won the captains' ball competition, how hard we practiced, how we forced the boys to play against us, just to win. i only remember our "talk cock" sessions, our introduction sessions, our confession sessions, our "heads closed eyes down" sessions, how we got scolded for making our NCOs cry so badly. i feel hurt too, you know. i was actually crying inside when sgt randee was lecturing us. at that time, i just couldn't cry. it wasn't the right time. i admit, i had been taking our time with our NCOs for granted. i had not been treasuring our time together. now, i know its sort of too late to regret. but i am regretting. the camp has made me realise some things: that we can't rely on our seniors and NCOs forever, that we are actually not very pro, that we have to learn to rely on ourselves. i enjoy doing activities with our seniors. in the beginning, i did not expect the time with our NCOs to end so fast. i had thought it was still a very long time. like, if someone tells you, we still have 5 months to PSLE , and 6 months 'till we leave QPS, what would you say? of cus you would say: aiyahh, 6 months still long luh, i don't care. right? obviously at that time you won't feel that 6 months is a short time, cus you think you have all the time in the world.
i joined NC cus i thought it would make me stronger. i didn't expect it would make me more emotional. it made me cry easier. the thought of simply leaving our specs just makes me cry all over again. i know it sounds easy, to leave someone. but not 'till you do it, you will not realise how difficult it is.
i just can't bear to leave them. i just can't.

HIPEEPSOFTHWERL .
geog was a failure . hcl was great . lit was greater !!!!
yayyness .
i actually wanted t write FIKABABE's letter while posting ths , but was too engrossed in blog-hopping tht i forgot t update ): lols . came bck frm sku tdy at abt 1130 . me nd janice were running fr th 154 like siao cus it was double decker nd new =D cus actually whn th mrt was on th way frm dover t clementi , i saw th 154 . luckily ! lol . th whole day i was running fr bus mannn ... morning i saw 285 nd 78 tgt so i run . luckily i ran cus th 78 [which was bhind] naturally went away =D . anyways , i saw th train 1 min so i ran . nd when i reached th top , it was superduper early . 625 . can u blive i RAN fr th 625 train ???? siao or wht . met seniorés . and someone wh looked EXACTLY like L___ G_____ from behind =D
but she was not
*cries*

as i mentned i was BLOGHOPPING fikababe ! heehs . now i knw some particular ppls blogs ! yayyness . whee~ nth t talk abt . my msn gt prob sias . everytime i sen a msg they say : th following msg cud nt b sent t all recipients . siao alr . anyways . i read a blog tht was so funny tht it made me laugh . WELL , of cus it makes me laugh . ANYTHING makes me laugh . including justina nd me flagging fr th mrt ! lol =D tuna thts my zhao pai dong zuo . no copying ! u gt ur own zhao pai dong zuo(:

came bck frm sku at 1010 . actually i said tht alr right ? *scrolls up t check* yes =D im a crappy ladyh . according t fikababe . lols . i tot of sth i wanted t blog abt jus now . but i FORGOT ! ahh . old rdy old rdy . teeth dropping memory failing ! lols . i actually told audrey tht i cant have braces cus i was too old nd got no more teeth ! teehee .

didnt see anyone in particular today . unless u count PICTURES . yes , pictures . I SAW SOME PICTURES ! lols . tht was lame . anyway , i havent announced ths t th whole werl : I FOUND FISH 'S BLOG ! and not th snr lcp ______ , but th 4_1 FISH ! loollll .... wakaka . and i went blogsurfing too , whtevr tht means . i made tht up myself . ohkay thts superduperly lame .

oh wells , u think th whole part relies on u ? u think th whole part cant live without u ? tht aint work no more .

zehra's bringing th 2005 yrbook on thurs , after exams . right , zehra ? so we can check out some things we've always wanted t know . do i sound mysterious ? urgh im trying t sound mysterious . but failure . haishx . tokking crap luhh .

u think everyone likes u ?

hehehe im trying t keep my mood up . geog midyr was BAD . sure fail . hcl paper1 was great . lit was RUSH . i finished 1 min before . i actually finished 10mins before but forgot t put sth . tsktsk . no time t check . *sighs*

remember tht . ure not inevitable . everyone can jus turn on u nd walk away . dont think everyone cant live without u . stay cool . chill . enjoy life . DONT SPOIL TH MOOD .

hahh .. nothing t talk abt . jus trying t add one more colour (: lameezzz ... okays . my msn is working now . but no one is online . audreys not , particularly . feel like gg t th library . fr no reason . lols .

tatasauce !

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

forgot t say somethingos .
ytd whn reached sku w pearly , at th small zebra crossing , we met S__ __J__ C_____ . and i saw 2 seniorés . so i tot they dint G____ , so i dint G____ oso , and used my hands t cover my face . who knew , when they reached th junction , they G______ superduperly loudly luhh .... then i was standing RIGHT BEHIND THEM . actually i had a chance t greet at first . I BUSTED IT . ugh . im in se-rai-ous-ly deep trouble now .
now im chatting with MISSAFIQAH , a se-rai-ous-ly crappy woman . she actually told me alot of secretos . and i told her some secretos too . she calls me BABE =DD lolx . we're both babes and sleeping beauties BABE ! heehz . whee~ i feel so energetic now ... altho we're in th middle of midyrs and theyre abt t continue ths thurs . heehz . still doing hmw now . and nth t say .

except this :

who do u think u are ? u think i dunno tht ure th one thts been spamming my blog with all those freaking crappy remarks ? u think coz u got btr marks thn me and go a freaking btr sku thn me means u overpower me ? no , tht doesnt freaking work anymore . u tried all sorts of tactics on me , u thnk they were unknown ? i can see through ur freaking cunning eyes luh . act clever . pretend . pretend u dun even know th url . u think i very stupid izit ? freaking shit .

hellopeepsofthwerl(:
currently doing my hmw [so guai right ?] , listening t LUOZHIXIANG and chatting on msn .
hmm .. maybe not so guai after all
but whatever
i'm still doing my hmw right ??
yes .

someone anyone pls teach me how t put songs on my blog ? its like so DEAD x_X lorhs ..
*hey wake up dun leave me*
*bloggy .. dun leave me*
okay tht was LAME .
but thts wat i am right ?
yik LAME
according t afiqah =.=
if anyone of u ever call me tht i'll not befriend u anymore .
and afiqah i will not take ur name off my blog =DDD
until perhaps forever .

anyways i was talking abt songs right ? im such a subject hopper .
oh yesh songs . LUOZHIXIANG ROCKS . SO DOES WUKEQUN . AND TANGYUZHE !!!! <33333 size="1">TANK!

`2# CHIANGSICHIANGSI LUOZHIXIANG!
`3# JINGWUMEN LUOZHIXIANG!
`4# ZHIWOCUIMIAN LUOZHIXIANG! <33
`5# ZHUANSHUTIANSHI TANK!
`6# NANYONG WUKEQUN!
`7# JIANGJUNLING WUKEQUN!
`8# PIAOYI JAYCHOU!
`9# WUKEQUN [yeah thts a SONG peeps . i jus realised =D] WUKEQUN! [its like DUH luhh]
`10# TINGMAMADEHUA JAYCHOU!
`11# QIANLIZHIWAI JAYCHOU!
`12# HAOPENGYOU LUOZHIXIANG!
`13# TIANSHI WUYUETIAN! li juan 's love =DD

li juan 's WUYUETIAN is getting lower by th second . shall not break her heart anymore .
lets tok abt other things .
yahh , my heart is officially broken ): pring pring pring .
janice u shudnt have told me tht .
she told me _____ and _________ molested her =/
UGH ..
_____ dui bu qi wo .
heartless creep . *slapslapslap*
sobsob ):
and she keeps telling me how _________ bullied _____
ahh ... and _________ tied up her hair
ugh . sorry im not blaming u .
im jus freaking upset abt the molestation case =D

and .. hmm , nth t say lehh
oh yeah u mus b wondering why th ____ all of th sudden .
coz my good fwen here afiqah told me tht ___ _____E is blog-hopping .
so we all mus be decentdecent
[like afiqah is decent ?]
[afiqah and decent go tgt like oil and water .]
anyways , nth t say luh . will go update all my profile and linkies and stuffs .

tatasauce =D