so if you're asking me;

i want you to know

let me get this through first: this is a super zuper ranting/emo post so you'd better click the red x & get out of here before your eardrums burst.

to you know who you are:

i trusted you so much, really. for once i told you everything i really felt, deep inside. but now what have you done to me in repay? you know how hurtful it is when your platoonmate friend trusts you so much, but all you do is hurt her so much in this way? okay, i understand when you don't want others to read your "private" blog. i understand when you don't let others link you. but why did you lie when i asked you what you changed your url to? i knew you were lying in the first place, an avid blogger like you wouldn't quit so easily. but why is it that you don't trust me enough to at least TELL me the url, whereas i trust you enough to tell you anything you want?

that aside, i introduce you to your eye candy's mortal my very very good friend, but now see what you've done again? now all you do is hang out with her & all day she talks about you. she tells you secrets & doesn't tell me, her very first best friend in crescent. do you think this is fair? cus no girl, i don't.

i can't stand it when you brag all about your friendships, all about how "good your life is", cus i know all you want to do is catch peoples' attention. & no, that doesn't work enough for you. saying hi to everyone you see like you're some celebrity, acting cute & cool all the time & trying to make new friends like you're so lovable, you think that's nice? cus no, i don't think you deserve it. you take for granted all your friends like you like damn alot, but the truth is no, they don't.

you may think you have good taste in music, yes. but you don't need to criticize others' genre. what you like may not be others' favourites, don't ever think that way, cus that's not good for you. you have to go through every single song in my playlist & say at least one negative comment on each one. how would you like it if i did that to you?

you said you didn't want any more conflicts. but look at what you're doing now. is this helping? do you have to like type out one 500 words long email to someone just to tell them you don't like the part blog they're creating? do you think everyone relies on you just for that blog? do you think without you, we will all fall & disintegrate into little pieces? cus no girl, we're not as weak as you.

i'm not jealous of you, cus there's nothing to be jealous about. you're not that good either, so please stop this bragging & acting & being all emo cus we won't pity you, never.

just one last thing to tell you, girl:

aim properly, cus i'm no easy pushover.