One night and one more time;

Thanks for the memories

Okay I survived campppp (!) Just unpacked my bag and surprisingly, it wasn't too disorganized. Hahahaha. Cadets' Night was damn funny can. But anyway, group name was Coconut (!!!) And and and Diyan said if anyone comes up with a knife and asks you "money or bra!?" then you can say "you can take my bra cause I have coconuts."

:D

Okay let's not talk about that anymoreeeee. I want to change my skin (again). Maybe I'll change to The Click Five one :D

Okay, I will. Bye bye (waves)

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON HIATUS, BUT:

THIS YEAR'S HIGHEST AGGREGATE SCORE IS 294 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

LIKE WTFG!?
(And no, it was not my brother. Like DUH!?)

She's cold and she's cruel;

But she knows what She's doing

This blog will be on a mini

HIATUS.

Until after camp, about early dec? I have to get everything ready, buy stuff, etc. And most importantly, eat my lunch. I have many things to do, I'ma busy woman. And I'll most probably be back sometimes when I'm bored (: But 26-28 is camp, so miss me :D I CAN'T WAIT FOR CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So exciting haha.

Okay now, bye people (waves)

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OH YES YES YES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SGT RYHAN!!!

Alpha loves you many many :D

A day wasted, just like that.

It's been exactly 4 months since you stepped down,
And I miss you so.

Soon you'll see;

That you're addicted to Me

Okay everybody!!!!! Seems like it won't take as long as expected to upgrade my bloggaye. I'm happy with this skin for the time being, will change again when I feel like it. Maybe after camp?

Anyway I was searching for blogskins these few days, and found MANY MANY Click Five ones! And they're supercalifragilisticexpacalidocious-ly COOL! Of course lah, Click Five leh. I shall post the links.

http://www.blogskins.com/info/166744/

This one is animated. But not so nice.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=85337&action=Preview

Very cool very cool!!

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=90739&action=Preview

Quite unaligned but still, there's The CLICK FIVE (:

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=166222&action=Preview

Nice nice!!! But got navi. I don't like navi.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=118295&action=Preview

Why are they like upside down!?

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=89943&action=Preview

Eh very nice very nice (!!) Maybe I'll consider using this. It looks like the one I had for my previous private bloggaye :D

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=97881&action=Preview

EEEEEEE, why is everything PINK!?

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=152124&action=Preview

This is like the coolest cus it has The Click Five and ORANGE together ((((((:

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=76740&action=Preview

(melts) So blue.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=85596&action=Preview

It's equally blue.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=111324&action=Preview

It's even bluer. And this person siao one never credit. Haha.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=150818&action=Preview

Do they like blue or something? Well, okay maybe they do.

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=160301&action=Preview

Wheeeee

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=150923&action=Preview

Okay...

No harm intended to all those people who made the skins (:

YAY I LOVE THE CLICK FIVE (inserts heart)

I swear I'm getting lazier and lazier these days. I sleep like every time I can. After coming back home just now, I slept until want to die already xD Slept for like 5 hrs. AND guess what, I'm still sleepy. Oh yah yah yah I dreamt of something really really hilarious!!!! Come ask me, i MAY tell you :D

Today was so so so funnn. And I know I am very random, but maybe next post I'll post something that my now-lost friend sent me a long time ago. It's really hilarious I tell you!

Okay, I am in serious need of horizontal meditation now, but I still haven't achieved my new month/week resolution (!!!) It's been ages that I planned that but I still haven't achieved it. Ohwellzxzxzx, everybody procrastinates. I will find those freaking books by this week and finish my stupid "shan liang de chou ba guai" compo by friday.

Oh whatever. My eyelids are attracted to each other now. BYEBYE (waves!)

OMG SORRY PEOPLE. THIS BLOG WILL BE UNDER CONSTRUCTION FOR AWHILE.
PROBABLY UNTIL LIKE, EARLY DEC.
SORRY!!!!!!

All this time You were pretending;

So much for My Happy Ending

Oh, Oh

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh, Oh...

Lets talk this over, it's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging, in a city so dead

Held up so high, on such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh...

You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they

But they don't know me, do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there,

Thanks for actin' like you cared

And makin' me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watchin' as I fall

And lettin' me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh..

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh..

So much for my happy ending

Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh

AS PROMISED, (although a little late)

Your Sensitivity Score: 78%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Yes, I am sensitive.

You Belong in New York

You're a girl on the go, and LA's laid back lifestyle isn't really your thing. You prefer a city that never sleeps, and people as ambitious as you are. Cultured and street smart, you can truly appreciate everything New York has to offer.

Are You an LA Girl or a NY Girl?

Oh yay. I love NY (inserts heart)

You Are 84% Intuitive

Your intuition is so spot on it's scary! You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut. And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times. Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong!

How Intuitive Are You?

Omg, this is so cool. (Told you I'd be a good fortune teller!)

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

OMG, I AM NOT AN EUNUCH (!!!!!!!!)

Your Worry Factor is 88%

You worry way too much. It's practically ruining your life. If there's anything bad that could possibly happen, you've worried about it. Chill out a little, and realize that life is pretty great as is. Sure, things may go wrong. But if they do, you will be able to deal with them.

Do You Worry Too Much?

I get old easily. Is that your point huh.

You Will Die at Age 61

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

SO EARLY!?!?!?! I'd better start planning a will.

Your Hippie Chick Name Is:

Thyme

Hippie Chick Name Generator

OMG so cool.

You Belong in Summer

Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.

What Season Are You?

Summer. (inserts heart)

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

WOWWW.

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life. You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

Wow. This explains how I am the egoistic partner.

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Okay..?

You Are 24% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

I think I did this before. And the results were totally different.

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Er, okay?

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

OMG, I HATE PURPLE!

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper. And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy. If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life! For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit The consequences of more yellow in your life: You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems You will be protected from depression and moodiness You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

What Color Do You Need?

I need ORANGE.

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

To tell you the truth, I took this quiz because of the word Alpha. And I AM an ALPHA FEMALE cus I BELONG to ALPHA!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

HUH?!

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Okay, I guess this is right, in a way.

Okay finally. Will not be any posts for the moment, I guess. Hope this will make up (:

Byebye (waves)

What I expected to be an Everlasting Reunion;

Turned out to be a Wholeout Rebellion

Hello everyone.

Went PS yesterday. Bought this OTO massage thingamabobby. Haven't plugged it in yet, though. But whatever lah. I bought orange tank top (!!!) and FBTs (!!!!) Now I can wear that to Sentosa outing someday. At least won't look too obiang. But I don't know what I'm talking about.

Okay.. Afiqah just told me this really tragic news? Okay okay, I promise I won't rant over and over again, AND AND I also promise I won't get too sad. And most importantly, I won't get emo all over again (: But it's a really sad thing lah huh.

There's really nothing much to talk about these few days. It's getting so boring. No emails to send, no crappy Jiaying to talk to, no Afiqah to rant at, no Audrey to tease share probs with.. Aiya it's like nothing to do jiu shi le. And those stupid storybooks from the stupid list still can't be found.

Someone who doesn't mind being ranted at please call me now? I feel so (censored)(censored)(censored) now lah I want to shout at everyone. Don't worry I won't go do anything foolish with my name tag like I did that night. Maybe I will go think about happy things like - !!! (inserts heart) But then there's no happy things to think about -. There seems to be no happy things happening these few weeks eh. We shall wait patiently for Monday, then.

Really really nothing to do now seriously. So next post I will do some lame quizzzzzzzes. Look forward to it, it'll be one of the longest and funniest post ever. And also one of the happiest. Be grateful okay.

Just when I think everything's alright, that life's beginning to turn for the better, the wind changes direction, the signs change, and North becomes South, East becomes West. And, I get totally lost. Everything starts going wrong again.

What is happening to me?

When darkness turns into Light;

it ends Tonight

Hello everyone.

Been busayyye these few days. Went back to school yesterday actually to practice combat and clear homework, but ended up not doing anything but slacking in the library and the see-saws. Checked out the streaming results and found out that - didn't make it to a class that I wanted her to get into. ): Wth lah, I have have have have to do better than her because I want to get into triple!!! But anyway back to our point, I FINISHED MY STUPID CHINESE ASSESSMENT!!! Say yay.

After I finished my stupid chinese, me and Janice got zuper bored and started looking for disgusting books. Then there was these few books with the call number BRA, then the titles had something to do with bras, like Something We Have To Lose or something like that, and A Blessed Gift, etc etc. So Jan was like "Here is your prize," then she gave me the Blessed Gift book. Like omg, we are seriously lame but it's fun (: During this whole time, lazy Afiqah was once hardworking enough to read a book that I intro-ed to her. FYI, before that she was reading a book called Hello Chok Tong, Goodbye Kuan Yew or something like that.

Then headed over to JP cus I had to meet mum and bulky brother there. Jan and Afi went with me and they went to eat blah blah, then in the bus there was this bunch of very lame people who kept cracking lame jokes. They're like too overaged to crack these lame jokes lah -.- Then there was this guy who was so act cool that I wanted to punch him in the face right away. AND we reached JP later than expected cus SOMEONE wanted to take 198. I wonder who is that SOMEONE huh. As a result, we got delayed for like half an hour?

But anyway. After that we went to the supercalifragilisticexpacalidocious POPULAR! After walking around aimlessly for eons and wondering what the song that was playing over the idonnowhatyoucallthat was, they had to go and I met my mum. Then ate at BentoBox! So fuullllll. But nevermind. Nice can already. Reached home at 10+ and realised I haven't did my poster. Slept at 12+, 1. Woke at 5.

Today was tiring but I wasn't tired (inside joke). Well, maybe I was. Slept for idonnohowmany hours. PT was okay today (: (SOME PEOPLE know why :D) Shan't relate too much about today's events. Partner Zehra didn't come today ): Had to do combat with Hui Fang. But whatever lah huh.

I am so tired I want to go and sleep again but see I am such a kind soul so here I am updating for you all although there's not much to talk about. Be grateful okay!

I need my beauty sleep now, byebye (waves)

Through the Summer and the Fall;

We had each other, that was All

I take back my words. There's really not much to be happy about in this kind of sucky life. Except maybe when there's NC activity but that's out of the point. Two more days, that's all I need to refresh myself and make myself happier. That's all I need so that I can stop being this pile of lame shit and live my life to the fullest. 'Cause right now, there's really nothing to be happy about.

I really regret what I did. Whatever I did. No matter how trivial it is. I really don't care what you feel right now, but still. My motto during Primary School used to be "Friends now, Friends for Life." But now, I don't know whether I can still hold up this principle.

I really need someone to be by my side right now, but the truth is, nobody cares.

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears

And when she was happy, so was I, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all

Just she and I together, like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her

And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same

And she began to drift away, I was left alone

Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "I will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,

She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,

Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart

When she loved me.

I guess, that this is where We've come to;

If You don't want to, and You don't have to believe me

Okay. So much for leaving this nice blog. I decided that since life is short, why not make the best outta it? (: So here I am, as "happy" as usual. May be permanently shifting back to Blogger. Hope for the best, huh.

Got beaten by Partner Zehra 'til my arms are numb. Ha, blame her for being bony. I'll ask her for some insurance (H)

Beginning to regret changing blogskin. But well, I think this is nicer than the last one. Don't you all just agree that orange is the bomb? (inserts heart) I bet you all agree lah, huh. It's like the best colour in the Whole Wide World. Okay, getting more and more random these days. Must be * and Afiqah's influence lah!

Not much to talk about. Life not thhaaattt interesting these few days ): Not as interesting as last time, at least. Had lunch after act with the usual clique at 7-11. Spent bu shao qian ): Have to save money these few days for some particular reason that only Afiqah knows (:

* knows my New Month, New Week and New Year resolution(s) (: Hope I can like, achieve something for once. Mum's already starting to plan for camp xD Well seems like she can't wait to get rid of me. Kidding. Can't wait for camp, though. I don't know why. At least have something to look forward to. Ha.

Had Interaction today! :D Got really close to ---- (!!!!) Omg, so cool right? Yes. Love, love, love :DD Feeling so hyper now (:

This is just so Stupid. But anyway, updates on Other Side. :D

I Love You All!!! (: (inserts heart)

A sad person doesn't have to look sad. Neither does a happy person need to look happy. Or an angry person angry. It doesn't mean that if I am happy, I look happy. So thanks to the people who have been enduring my badmood looks these few days (: Cus maybe, just maybe, I was actually happy. And if I looked happy somehow, remember looks are deceiving. But anyway, thanks to all. I love all of you (inserts heart)

There's no Masquerade;

Just a funeral march for Love today

1. The person who tagged you was:
Janice :D

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Best Friends (: And bus partners huh

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
She is cute man! And responsible. And funny. And very pleased with what she has and probably not wanting more? And again, cute (:

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
She has done many things leh. Sounds wrong :/ But the most memorable thing is telling me she (censored)(censored). First person to know okay!

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
I love you too. Haha.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Huh. Me no Lesbian (!!)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Her height. Kidding.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Turn her into a pail of water and throw her into the sea so she can't come back again. But she won't become my enemy lah!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I'm irritating?

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
EEEEE that sounds so WRONG. I want to fulfill her wishes. Hahah.

11. Overall impression of him/her?
Nice :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Irritating.

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
I don't know. I like to listen? (This sounds familliar. Have I said it before?)

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
For the third time, I am irritating!

15. Person you want to be?
Er, I don't know. A nicer person?

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
I LOVE YOU!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you.
(I've done this before but I'm gonna do it again. Sounds wrong but anyway,)

1. Afiqah
2. Janice
3. Jiaying
4. Audrey
5. Sheena
6. Joey
7. Charxipoo
8. Thenghui
9. Desiree
10.Eva

Who is #6 having a relationship with? (Joey)
Me. Sistah. Haha. No, with her idonnowhatshisname.

Is #9 a male or female? (Desiree)
Bisexual. Haha kidding.

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Charxipoo and Eva)
Yes (:

How about #8 and #5? (Sheena and Thenghui)
Nice man. This quiz is turning for the better and not pairing up people who don't know each other xD

What is #2 studying about? (Janice)
Er, about not to be an irritating monkey. But she's not an irritating monkey, though. Maybe she's learning to make herself more tanned.

When was the last you talked to #3? (Jiaying)
Few hours ago?

What kind of music does #8 like? (Thenghui)
I don't know. (You're way too beautiful, girl. Class chalet.)

Does #1 have any siblings? (Afiqah)
Yes duh.

Will you woo #3? (Jiaying)
Cannot! She's my mum. And again, me no lesbian.

How about #7? (Charxipoo)
Maybe...

Is #4 single? (Audrey)
Nope. She's attached to her bassoon. And Lynn Yeo. And mua. Kidding. Only the first is true. Ha.

What's #5 surname? (Sheena)
Ang Ku Kueh.

How about #10? (Eva)
Yang Meh Meh

#4's hobby? (Audrey)
Playing shoe puppets.

Do #5 and #9 get along? (Sheena and Desiree)
Sure do!

Where does #2 study at? (Janice)
Crescent?

Say something casual about #1(Afiqah)?
Oh, she likes spitting beancurd on my hand. And, our babies, Stupid, Bim and Bo.

Have you tried developing feelings about #8? (Thenghui)
ME. NO. LESBIAN.

Where does #9 live? (Desiree)
She stays verayye near me.

Are #5 and #1 best friends? (Afiqah and Sheena)
Er, no. But they know each other because Afiqah comes to my class every morning to say "Good morning!"

Does #7 like #2? (Charxipoo and Janice)
I don't know :/

How did you get to know #2? (Janice)
School and NC.

Does #1 have any pets? (Afiqah)
Ah, I know! Turtle, Bear and Croc. Stupid, Bim and Bo! But they're not pets, they're BABIES.

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world? (Charxipoo)
Er, no. Hahah.

The last one was so much better than this cause the last #7 was the sexiest person in the world. Haha, kidding. Me no Lesbian, remember?

Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy
[ ] My belongings are organised.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[ ] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colours amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[ ] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

x9 = 9

Boyish
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boybands like MCR, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etcetc. (THE CLICK FIVE [inserts heart])
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[x] I dont like to go shopping.
[x] I like to go bungee jumping.
[x] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I am a big fan of marvel superheroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.

x6 = 48

Write your answers underneath the questions. The answers are at the bottom.
1. Favourite colour? [red, blue, black, green or yellow]
Black.

2.First initial?
C.

3.What month were you born in?
January.

4. Which colour do you like more? [black or white]
Black.

5. Name one of your friends?
Afiqah

6. Your favourite number?
9

7. Do you like flying or driving more?
Flying.

8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
Ocean.

9. Think of a wish but dont write it.

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Answers.
1. If you choose:
Red- You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black- You are conservative and aggresive. (Me? Aggresive?! Well maybe yes.)
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow- You are a very happy person
2. If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life (Yup, yup.)
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the max and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. (I have fallen in love with someone totally unexpected!)
April-June: You will have a long love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience major life-changing experiences for the better
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great and you will eventually find your soul mate.
4. If you choose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard but will be the best thing for you and you will be glad that it happened. (Hope so lah huh.)
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realise it.
5. This person is your bestfriend. (Totally! [inserts heart])
6. This is how many true friends you have in your lifetime. (Oh, so cool)
7. If you choose:
Flying: You like adventure (Yup, yup. Who wants to conquer Mt. Everest with me?)
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8. If you choose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and yourself are very reserved and not emotional.
Ocean: You are a spontaneous person and like to please people but have many emotions. (Er, maybe. I do have many emotions.)
9. This wish will only come true if you post this:
"Emotion-test. Don't cheat." (Er, isn't it already here?)

Nice orange skin. (Not)
I (do not) like it so very much.

Updates will no longer be here,
At least, not for now.
If you're still visiting often,
Then you're Stupid.

If you're still wondering about
When you can continue calling and smsing
To my regular burnt-orange phone,
Then I think you should know by now,
That that phone is gone now,
And gone forever.
Some fucking thing inside has corroded.
And now no one can bother me with their dumb calls.
And please for God's sake,
Stop smsing to my old number,
Which is my mum's phone.
Cus if you have even a smidgen of common sense,
She'd read whatever you say.

Bye, suckers.

i'm sorry;
i just need a Rest

back because there're a few many fascinating quizzes on janice's blog (:

#01 Name of form teacher?
Mdm Tan YK

#02 Who is numbered 7 in your class register?
LIJUAN (: i was no. 7 in primary 3. hahah.

#03 Who sits infront of you?
GODEARTHTREESHUMANSANIMALSHORSESGRASSMACDONALDS
BURGERDRINKSTRAW-SHEEEEEENA!

#04 Who sits to your left?
Crappy Sihui! Don't get the wrong impression. I love her to bits!

#05 Who sits to your right?
AUDREY

#06 Who sits behind you?
Ghost. (Well it makes sense I sit at the back cus I'm tall, right? HAHAH kidding, I'm not that evil :D)

#07 What is the colour of the bag owned by the person sitting to your Northwest?
Er, gray, black & yellow. (Hongyi)

#08 Name of Class Chairman?
Oh, I guess you mean Chairwomanzxzx. My dear Tailor Tay Thenghui.

#09 Cleverest in class?
Duh, who else but Deborah? She got a freaking 96 for her maths okay (!!)


#01 Who took your blog picture?
Em, the person who created this thing?

#02 Exactly what are you wearing right now?
Clothes This blue Perth T-shirt my aunt gave my ages ago. & blue shorts. Ooh, so blue-y

#03 What is your current problem?
I have lots. If I'm gonna list everything here then I might as well just create another blog. For my problems, I mean.

#04 What makes you most happy?
Seeing -, --, ---, ----, -----, ------ & -------(!) Ah, & talking crap.

#05 What is the name of the song you're listening to?
The Reason by Hoobastank. On Janice's blog where I'm getting this thing.

#06 Do you like MTV?
Er, okay with it?

#07 Name something that annoys you about people.
Being scolded by them when I didn't do anything wrong. & also people who are sarcastic.


#01 Nicknames?
Maria, yik, yikky, yikky lammy (winces), egoistic partner, ah lam, DI!

#02 Eye colour?
Dark brown.

#03 Hair colour?
White.


#01 Do you live with your parents?
Er, no. I live under the AYE between all those bushes. This way I can easily find a place to pee. & it's my secret hangout for me & my guy friends. HAHA if you just believed this above paragraph then you're a dumbass.

#02 Do you get along with your parents?
Yes! If not how they allow me to go stay under the AYE?

#03 Are your parents married/seperated/divorced.
They're single. No lah. Of course they're married?

#04 Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Yup, one really annoying bulky brother.


#01 Ice cream?
Chocolate Chip

#02 Season/s
Summerrrrrrrr (H)

#03 Book?
Love, Rosie. But I have lots. Can only remember this now, though.

#04 Band/s?
THE CLICK FIVE (inserts heart) & Linkin Park (inserts heart)

#05 Food/s?
Chicken Rice

#06 Non-alchoholic drinks?
Chrysanthemum Tea aka Urine.

#07 Past Time?
Thinking. Reading. Studying. See what a studious person I am? Must make use of your brain like me (:

#08 Pen Colour?
Orange, blue-black, green.

#09 Store?
More Than Words. (My current obsession)


#01 Write on your hand?
I like to, but not allowed.

#02 Call people back?
Yes I sure do, from my cordless phone with caller ID under the AYE. I am a responsible person okayyy.

#03 Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
No, I sleep on the grass under the AYE. But I still choose the grass. In other words, I choose sides of the beds too, dodos.

#04 Have mental health issue?
Huh. But I'm not crazy. Although I give people the impression that I am.


Last
#01 Movie you saw in the movie theatres?
Long time already. Death Note 2.

#02 Person to text you?
Afiqah (inserts heart)

#03 Things you touched?
Keyboard. Mouse.

#04 Things you said?
Yes, yes. Okay.

#05 Person you hugged?
I don't know. Was it Janice or Afiqah?

#06 Person to call you?
Momma.

#07 Last book you read?
Six Steps to A Girl.

#08 Last person you danced with?
Sabrina. Trying to ask Zehra how she dances. And then trying to guess how she danced.





A - Available: Yes, but no.
A - Age: 81. Hahah no lah.
A - Annoyance: Afiqah's --.

B - Best Friend: Audrey
B - Band: The Click Five
B - Birthday: 110194

C - Crush: Yes..
C - Country: Sri Lanka.
C - Cat: I don't know. I don't like cats cus they chase mice. And that's me, eek.

D - Dead Pet's name: I didn't have a pet in the first place.
D - Dad's name: Why must I say hur.
D - Dogs: Those big furry ones with lotsa hair.

E - Easiest person to talk to: Afiqah
E - Eggs: EEEEEEEE sounds so WRONG.
E - Email: Look to your left. I mean the left column on my oh-so-wonderful blog.

F - Favourite colour: Orange! (inserts heart)
F - Food: Er, chicken rice? (oh Janice's answer to this question is so lame.)
F - Foreign Language: Is Malay counted? I've recently had an interest in the word kentut.

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: EEE, I don't like bears & worms. They bite my beautiful skin. But anyway I prefer Bears.
G - God: Buddha(s)
(I know what they can add here. Girls. Hahah kidding.)

H - Hair colour: White. I'm 81 remember?
H - Height: 1.66.
H - Happy: Kind of.

I - Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip
I - Instrument: The Voicebox
I - Idol: Deborah.

J - Jewellery: Bracelets
J - Job: Full-time job of sweeping & clearing up the underneath of the AYE. And trust me, I do a good job okay.
J - Jokes: I LIKE I LIKE! I have many lame ones.

K - Kids: Yes, my three babies. They're named Stupid, Bim, and Bo. They are of different species, specifically Turtle, Bear and Croc. They got thrown on the floor & stepped on by someone. Now they're abandoned in Afiqah's classroom. (Inside joke!)
K - Karate: Something I can use to take revenge.
K - Kungfu: Something I can use to take even worse revenge.

L - Love or Lust: Lust sounds like Bust. But the meaning of Lust is disgusting. Love.
L - Longest Car Ride: Bus 147 from Clementi to Hougang Central. But it's not exactly a CAR, right? Whatever.
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: What is chapstick? Neither, cus I am not, and forever not going to, use lipstick.

M - Milk flavour: Chocolate. Milo. Milk Susu. Hahah.
M - Mother's name: Jean
M - Movie Last Watched: The Messengerrrrrr. At SitiFa's Homey Home.

N - Number of Siblings: 1
N - Name of Sibling: Don't tell you.
N - Name: Yik Lam? Stupid.

O - One wish: For all my wishes to come true. Seriously, what is the use of 3 wishes when one wish can cover everything you've wanted in your whole life?
O - One Phobia: Doing mistakes in front of --. In this case, I freak out every moment. Also, I have a phobia of afiqah's --

P - Part of your appearance you like best: My muscular arms. Kidding. (I'm selling my house! It's clean and green with three huge rooms! the bedroom is over there! The kitchen is over there! The bathroom is over there! Check out my matching pipes! Want to see more? Call this number! 6350smthsmthsmthsmth.)
P - Part of your personality you like best: I don't know. I like to listen?

Q - Quick or Slow: You mean my actions or my brain. If actions then slow. If brain then fast. I pick up sick things the fastest.
Q - Queer or straight: Queer.
Q - Queen or King: Eunuch Concubine.

R - Reason to Smile: When we achieve our aim, to make (censored) (censored). When we receive the instructions on what to do in order to achieve our aim. Or also, when I meet my ECS (!)
R - Reality TV show: Er, I don't know. Fear Factor?
R - Right or left: Right.

S - Song Last Heard: One of the songs on Janice's longlong song list. I go check. Ah, Li Xiang Qing Ren by some girl I forgot the name.
S - Series: ??
S - Sex: What do you mean??

T - Time you woke up: 6.50am.
T - Time now: 11.46 pm.
T - Time for bed: 2am.

U - Unknown: My New EC. Kidding. (not)
U - Unicorns: Are magical.
U - U are: Yik Lam. Crazy. Majestic. Obsessed over - to -------.

V - Vegetable you love: The veg you get when you eat chicken rice.
V - Vegetable you hate: Taugeh.
V - View on politics: To old for me. I'm too young, in other words.

W - Worst Habit: Think wrong all the time.
W - What's up: Nothing. Everything's down. Oh, wait. The sky's up.
W - Wijadija: Huh. What a short yet complicated word.

X - X-Rays: EE, what you want to see?
X - X-Rated: Er, can I skip X?

Y - Year it is now: 25387. Minus 23380.
Y - Yellow: Curie.

Z - Zoo Animal: Zebra. No, er, HIPPO! Yes, yes, definitely.
Z - Zodiac: Rooster/Capricorn.
Z - Zoolander: Huh, zoos have airplanes too?

Okay everyone, be very very very very thankful I typed out this long long thing for all of you although I am about to sleep. And even though I am supposed to get started on my stupid remaining homework. Oooh, there's another quizzzzz. Here goes nothing.

List 10 people on your mind now

%1 Janice (Where I got this from)
%2 Afiqah
%3 Audrey
%4 He ma (The song on Janice's blog reminds me of her.)
%5 KELLER.
%6 Jia Ying
%7 Mane
%8 Dibooooo
%9 SitiFa
%10 Sab!

Out of this 10 people, how many do you love?
ALL OF THEM! If not why I think of them hur!

List 10 people you love inclusive of the number of people you previously mentioned loved.
%1 Afiqah
%2 Audrey
%3 Janice
%4 Jia Ying
%5 KELLER. (See i treaure friends more okayyy!)
%6 He ma
%7 Mane
%8 SitiFa
%9 Sab
%10 Diboooooooooooo

How did you get to know 7? (Mane)
Er, through NC.

Why do you love 9? (Sab)
Because she's love-able! (pukes) Hahah kidding. Because I love her.

On the scale of 1-10, how much do you love 4? (Jia Ying)
9!

What is your relationship with 1? (Afiqah)
Best friend, Husband, Letter writer. Confidante.

Who is 5 to you?(KELLER)
My EC (inserts heart)

Why is 2 important to you? (Audrey)
She's the one I can tell everything to. (And then I'll get laughed at.) But then we'll have fun calling each other stupid donkey.

What do you love most about 8? (SitiFa)
Her Homey Home. & her sarcasm. I just love her, can anot!?

Will you love 3 forever? (Janice)
Yes, yes, and yes. Bus partner!

What will you do to express your love if 6 one day fell off a building? (HE MA)
OMG. Of course I'll save her IMMEDIATELY. She is so important to US!

Do you want to love 10 forever? (Dibooooooooooooooooooooooo)
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES! (Inserts heart) I want, but she want?

Choose 5 people to do this,
1, 2, 3, 4 and 8. Afi, Aud, Jan, Jia Ying & SitiFa.

Bye, I'm seriously gonna do my homework & stop floating on blogs.
Byebye (waves vigourously and gives a little kiss)

for what is a brat, what has he got;

when he finds out that he cannot,

say the things he truly thinks,

but only words, not what he feels.

today was funday(: no, actually it's wednesday. but whatever! slacked in g3 for 3 whole hours before act. whoo, good thing now at least half of us are bonded :DD

the last part of act was really nicee ((: * was being real nice & stuff lah. glad we made her proud & achieved our aim by making (censored) (censored) HAHAH. inside joke (:

can say that today i did really well in the areas that i don't usually do good in. now my voice has gone hoarse & my eyelids are getting heavier.

went for half-part dinner after act (!!) ate macs & me, afiqah & jan (hersheys minus one) bought this hairband-wedding-ring-like-thingamagig at more than words (: it's a really nice place, i'll pester my mum to buy things there for me sometime :D

oh yes, stupid childish afiqah got an orange (!!!) balloon from macs. & sab got a green one. & they tried attracting the molecules or whatever thing you call that from my hair. okay i did feel electricity. but whateverrrr!

sab is much better than afiqah cus she doesn't walk around purposely parading her balloon & looking like some child that's just come out from a childcare or something. & worse, afiqah keeps using her stupid orange (!!) balloon to poke my boobs sensitive parts of the bodehhh. then in the train she actually put her balloon in between her legs cus she was busy smsing her beloved. hahah.

saw audrehh today (: band was playing this kind of the L is for smth smth, O is for the only one i see, V is very very extraordinary thingayye. you know, the advertisement thingo. yes you know the advertisement but it doesn't know you because the cha forget it. but the band is really nice & stuff.

be happy i am actually updating everyday now although my blog is practically dead. let's revive this stupid blog manzxzxzx. be happy cus you're lucky i'm always here although i still have a million tons of homework to complete.

okay. (omg, i actually typed okay as play. try it yourseif hahah) i will go do what i'm supposed to do & leave you all wandering aimlessly around my blog, amazed at what you're seeing & finding a way to compliment me without making it seem that you're very very very very pleased with me (: HAHAH never mind!

OH OH YESYES IMPORTANT NEWS! we had a NICENICENICE solid bangggg today (!!!)

ILOVEALPHA<3

byebye (waves!)

i hate you, bitch;
fuck you

i said "i'll see you later" & give her some old chat;

but it's not like that on the tv when it's cool for cats

this very interesting conversation just happened between me & my mum:

"tomorrow you wear what to school?"

"aiya, the black one lah." (i was referring to my part tee)

"oh, you mean the nike one?"

"you mean the shoes ah. ya lah ya lah."

"orh. i thought what."

"HAHAH you think i wear the boots to school ah??!"

i find it funny. :D

just being lame. you can ignore this lame-y post if you want (:

went to jurong point today. mum wanted to shop for bags but ended up with nothing ): the popular got changed to john little (i noticed it on sat when i went there from yishun) then my mum go ask one of the aunties there & she said popular was at b1. so we went down then the popular was like HUMONGOUS (!!) i am obsessed over books especially thick & wordy ones (: hahhah. but so expensiveee. already spent $7 on this handphone-pouch-cum-wallet-thingamabob. although my phone is spoiled but still. it's already full with my numerous credit cards & big thick rolls of bills. HAHAH kidding, i don't want anyone to rob me :D

so there you are, 7 bucks out the window, just like that. plus the 2 bucks i used to buy permanent markers. i only have 16 bucks left of my allowance. i guess my "using only $15 a week & saving the other $10" plan is busted. hahah i sound like some AXA advertisement or something xD

anyway, just realised the characters on the 7 o clock show on channel 8 have names similar to our pltmates! hahah. got yimin & ziqi. wonder who will pop up next. oh, & the 9 o clock show got yiling LOL. maybe next time got janice & jinwei (nominal row number) okay this is so lame but please bear with me (:

okay lah, i am like frigging hungry now. goodbye & bon appetit :DDD

byebye (waves!)

ps can't want for tmr (!!!!)

"i lost my wallet!"

"omg, how much was in it?"
"i don't care!!! the wallet itself cost me $69.90!!!"

random.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Afiqah
2. Audrey
3. Jiaying
4. Eva
5. Thenghui
6. Si Hui
7. KELLER! hahah
8. Pearly
9. thisreallyfantabulousperson (:
10. YOU KNOW WHO(:

Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (SIHUI)
Er, ask her luh.

Is no. 9 a male or female? (thisreallyfantabulousperson)
SHE IS 100% FEMALE OKAY!

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (KELLER & YOU KNOW WHO)
Er, I don't think they know each other? (But it will SO not be a good thing cus KELLER is MINE!) (but then again, they're BOTH mine!)

What is no. 2 studying about? (AUDREY)
About how to make a living out of shoe puppets :D

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (JIAYING)
Just a few hours ago; crapped over the phone.

What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (PEARLY)
Aha, she likes WANG LEE HOM. (huang lu hong-yellow green red! HAHAH)

Does no. 1 have any siblings? (AFIQAH)
DUH!

Will you woo no. 3? (JIAYING)
Er, I don't think so. I'd better let -c woo her (:

How about no. 7? (KELLER)
YES! 101% man! OMG.

Is no. 4 single? (EVA)
I wonder.

What is the surname of no. 5? (THENGHUI)
Tay(lor)

What is the name of no. 10? (YOU KNOW WHO)
If I wanted to say her name, I wouldn't have put you know who in the first place, right?

What is the hobby of no. 4? (EVA)
Spitting saliva.

Do no. 5 and 9 get along well? (THENGHUI & thisreallyfantabulousperson)
Err, I don't think so? (They're in the same house, btw.)

Where is no. 2 studying at? (AUDREY)
Singapore.

Talk something casually about no. 1? (AFIQAH)
She is crazy over purple & pink (pukes).

Where does no. 9 live at? (thisreallyfantabulousperson)
Heh, maybe I should ask her?

Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? (AFIQAH & THENGHUI)
Neh.

Does no. 7 like no. 2? (KELLER & AUDREY)
Er, I would be like so jealous? But all I know is Audrey doesn't like her D:<

Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (KELLER)
You'd not like to hear this, but YESSSSSSSS DEFINITELY (!!!!!!)

Type the first thing that comes into your mind you see these 35 letters (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please).

1. Cigarette: Bleurgh (vomits)
2. Power Rangers: I'd thought the pink one was a girl.
3. Marijuana: Pot aka drug. Read more books people!
4. Shit: A brown gooey substance that oozes out of your ass when you sit on a toilet bowl.
6. Crack: Ouch.
7. Love: ---!
8. War: Our no. 4 uni.
9. Car: I wish I had the money to buy one. I just need the money, not the car.
10. Football: 20 people running after a stupid ball. (It seems that they don't have their own balls huh?)
11. Halloween: Orange & black!
12. Bon Jovi: Banddd. Click Five is better, though.
13. Religion: Buddhist. Ommmm
14. MySpace: Something to do with the web?
15. Worst fear: Ghosts. Although I don't believe in them but still. Yes, & insects. EEEEEEEEW.
16. Marriage: Too early.
17. Fashion: If you're talking about low-cuts & miniskirts, then no way.
18. Brunettes: People with this reddish brown hair. They're said to be cleverer than blondes.
19: Work: An object moving in the direction of the force.
20: Past time: Stoning. Thinking about -s.
21: One night stands: Not my business.
22: Pet peeve: ?
23. Pixie Stix: What is that?
24. Vanilla ice cream: Nice!
25: High school: Musical.
26: Pyjamas: You're making me sleepy.
27. Wood: Can float on water.
28. Surfing: Sentosaa! I don't know why, it just reminds me of Sentosa.
29. Pictures: Memories. SIGH.


The next victims:
Anyone who reads this.

i've got a piece of paper;
but it's Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Ohhhhh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
(We're empty)
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

TURN UP YOUR SPEAKERS YO! (: if not you can't hear.

okay i am like super tired now so i will keep it short.


act today wasn't as nice as expected ): many not so good things happened in the morning but things took a turn in the afternoon (: (although i looked like some injury-prone person with those plasters plastered on my right arm) passed once but that wasn't the best. well i think it's a personal record then.

felt like crying but sherry wong LAME cheered me up by saying lame things about me being lame. well infact i am pretty lame but i was not being lame by saying i could only see this bigbig word yishun at the clinic. (that was because i wasn't wearing my stupid red specs) i was superecstatic when i could see another word besides that. haha & that other word was bravo07 which was a mere 1m in front of me. okay you can say i am lame now.


i will continue some other time lah. (yawns) take it as i updated today (:

byebye (waves!)

i like it when it's daytime;
cus then i don't need to force myself to sleep.

don't care what time it shows now, all i know is it's still thursday cus i haven't slept

LAST!
#1. Person you saw: mum
#2. Talked to on the phone: stupid jiaying
#3. Hugged: afiqah (long time ago)
#4. Text: mum
#5. Kiss: no one.

TODAY!
#1. Wearing: clothes? (do you want me to say nothing?)
#2. Better than yesterday: not really.

TOMORROW!
#1. Is: friday? no, maybe it's saturday.
#2. Got any plans: eh, not really.
#3. Dislikes about tomorrow: no nc, no school = bored

FAVOURITES!
#1. Number: 9&2 :D
#2. Color: orangeblackwhite <3
#3. Season: how i know?

CURRENTLY!
#1. Missing someone: er duh
#2. Mood: sleepy.
#3. Wanting: repair my stupid phone.

Q: First you did this morning?
A: open my eyes

Q: Last thing you ate:-
A: chicken nuggets

Q: Last friends you hung out with:-
A: desiree, charxipoo, xinyi, sheena, shin, beverly, eva & class chalet (:

Q : What's annoying you right now?
A: i want to sleep but i am kind enough to type this out for you souls.

Q : Do you believe in long distance relationships?
A: er maybe.

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: yes.

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: no she's probably sleeping.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: bedroom

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?
A: dad.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: my smile is out of control one. if i emo i will still smile xD

Q : Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)
A: love

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: er ask my friends?

Q: What color of the shirt are you wearing?
A : blood red

Q : What were you doing at 9 last night?
A: watching tv at chalet.

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
A: about 4 hrs ago?

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
A: er duh, i'm in a girls' school.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday.

Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: too easily!

Q: What were you doing at 11 last night?
A: playing the game of life & discussing about pooing stories at chalet.

Q: What are you about to do?
A: sleep.

Q: What song are you listening to right now?
A: the advertisement song of fragrance hotel.

Q: Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
A: it's a secret :D

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: sometimes.

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
A: 2

in terms of sadness? ; 9
in terms of love? ; 3
in terms of friendship? ; 6
in terms of thrill? ;2

i'm holding on;

before it fades away

HELLO PEEPETTES (:
chalet past 2 days. audrey didn't make it ))))):

day 1
i reached pasir ris mrt at 10.04am, met everyone there & we made our way to the waiting point of bus 354, which took eons to come. well after that i realised that 358 (which came about 5 times before 354 came) could go there too. well after finally reaching downtown east, we wandered around the whole place for like 1/2 hour before settling down & renting double bikes to ride around. this seems like no amazing feat, but we only managed to get a move on after switching partners & a million hours of wobbling. xinyi screamed at any slight wiggle & turn. scraped the back of my foot on her pedal ): after losing a trillion skin cells & several layers of epithelial tissue, it started to drizzle. made our way to the beach where josephine was parading around in her bikini bottom :D we lugged everyone's baggage to the nearest shelter, which was like a thousand metres away. after stoning there for a few minutes without any source of water (irony; it was raining heavily by then), we returned the bikes & loitered around the place looking for somewhere to shelter us. after walking several humongous circles around the whole place, we finally settled down at macs. after eating, the sky finally brightened (: me, jose, joey, wei shan & wanyu went down to the beach while the others went to the arcade. at the beach, which only had less than 1m of sand, i spoiled my stupid phone with the help of sea water. the story is hilarious. if you ask me, i MAY tell (: we drank real coconut juice from the real coconut! it was supersweet can. we found a dead rat's guts & i have to say jose's bio lesson was rather interesting although everyone was grossed out. after that it was 3pm & time to check in the chalet. it is humongous :D they all bathed & stuff & after a few minutes of pondering & decided to stay too. called my mum using joey's hp & we launched a whole new argument about her wanting to come see the chalet & bring me my stuff etc. then there was this bad case of bedbugs that they made a whole fuss of while i was in the bath :/ finally, after our dinner at about 7+ or 8 (?) my mum came with my bulky brother. went down to the bus stop to get her. after she allowed me to stay & stuff, i settled down with others to watch tv. while xinyi & sheena were outside hiding letters for our game, we stayed in our room playing & being superhyper. i got taupoked cus i was unfortunately the 29th person in our open numbers :/ i swear my boobs got flattened by this thousands of kilos it got buried under. then we wanted to play charades & i wrote "retarded rapist" :D i wonder how that unlucky person's gonna act it out haha. okay, we played & sent people who weren't staying out, & by that time it was about 10+, 11+? we cleaned the chalet & proceeded to play the game of life (: we were halfway through, at the stage of getting married & purchasing houses, when they wanted to sleep. turned out it was useless, cus we "prepared to sleep" from 11.40 to 12.20. me, beverly, shin & eva had to make do with those lumpy sofa cushions on the floor cus the bed only could sleep 4 people. jose came in telling us there was a 8% chance that we would contract boob cancer if we wore a bra to sleep etc. then there was this issue of the mirror in the front of the bed that we woke up suddenly to solve. we finally decided to drape the dirty blanket over it but there was a 95% chance that it would bury shin alive if it falls in the middle of the night. at about 1+ we all still couldn't sleep so we went outside to watch tv after which jose gave us a motivating talk about sleeping. at about 1.30 we went into the room & decided to sleep. it was then that i realised that eva had took my nice comfy place in between shin & beverly & now i had to sleep beside the door. i tried to sleep but couldn't. well at least i slept for at least 15 minutes. at first i was sleeping peacefully & didn't move at all for maybe 1/2 hr? then i woke up suddenly cus there was this light under the door (!!) y'know, it's kinda stupid how the lights & aircon in the living room cannot be switched off. i lay in bed (no, rather i lay on the lumpy cushions) for idonnohowlong until i managed to sleep. that wasn't long too. i woke up a few minutes later because the people in the upstairs chalet were making a din with their stamping on the floor & moving furniture & slamming doors. then the toilet emitted this creepy sound as if someone was having a bath. someone was snoring/breathing very loudly. finally managed to sleep after pondering for a few thousand hours what time it was. i was trying to listen to the number of cars cus my house is near a road. but i had actually forgotten that the chalet wasn't near any road.

day 2
after a very very short time (only!) shin's alarm rang. it was then that sheena realised her alarm couldn't ring cus she set it to 6.30 pm instead of am. what the -! okay then we all went outside to thaw with our blankets because we were too frozen to bathe. (lame joke courtesy to our dear miss sheena) woke jose & joey at 7+ & we ate cococrunch & honey stars with cold chocolate milk. it was my turn to bathe & i stupidly couldn't manage to turn the water temperature to the temp i wanted. then everyone pondered over the issue of who wanted to go to wild wild wet & who didn't. claraL & claraC were forcing everyone to go cus they wanted to go :D at 10 or slightly before that, we checked out thanks to naomi & her mum (: while lingering outside the main door, we met someone that was an exact replica of snr debbie HAHAHA. it was a wonder that naomi recognised her xD we headed over to arcade & redeemed a bubble blowing thingamabob. i was reallyfreakingbored can!? they headed over to the food court for lunch while i got myself lost finding for the bus stop :/ well i knew perfectly fine how to get home from the chalet but i didn't know how to get there from the food court. i very stupidly went the opposite direction of the bus stop. finally i managed to find the freaking bus stop. while busy checking out the bus services & counting on my fingers, i missed 2 buses :/ i caught the 2nd 358 which was freakingempty. it made a humongous loop & i ended up opposite downtown east which was only 1 bus stop away from the terminal. caught the train & fell asleep. woke up every time the train stopped. & since there is about 20 stops before mine, i woke up very often D: gave up at tanjong pagar & woke up for good. reached home at about 3+ cus i met my mum (: slept on this uncomfy chair for about 3+ hours.

today i woke up at 2+. tired of sleeping only 1 hr (!!) sighs. i love s1! although only about 1/2 the class made it to the chalet but still.
okay enough of this crap. i have to finish my stupid maths assignment now. byebye (waves!)

there's a reason why they say we should give it time;

but time is not enough

HELLO PEEPETTES (:

this post is solely dedicated to alpha upon request (:

so if you're not one of us please get your butt off haha.

janice is one of my closest friends :D her parents very slack one lah. she don't go home they also donno -.- i am jealous of her because she has 4 angels + one sec 1 that writes to her (!!!) haha we like eating mr chan's sweat (inside joke) & seeing the woman on the bus go round & round (inside joke). we have spent many many memorable times together like eating outside the yio chu kang cheers & sharing who eye candy who haha. we enjoy camwhoring at toys r us & pushing prams & doing wrong stuffs. haha i love you janice!! :D

yimin is one serious lame-o. she can like burp anytime she wants & she usually does it in front of us xD you super rich fella never qing wo men chi lunch hor! &&& she's a really good joker like that time during the milk run. i hope you don't ever injure your leg again or else i will have to accompany you through a run cus i am a loyal friend :D & looking at the speed you're "brisk walking", we'll take forever to reach the stupid finishing line. ohwells, i'm not making any sense here. but all the same, we'll finish the race together ((: LOVE YOU!

zi qi is a loyal pltmate :D she like never greets without you & stuff. plus, she constantly reminds you about how we are in 4 walls etc, can't remember the rest of the stupid thing. she refuses to take the train to school every morning because she says she needs to take a bus to the mrt station. she takes a stupid bus that takes like 45 mins to reach school because of that. she once told me she takes the train only if she misses the 6 o clock bus because there is a girl on the 615 bus that keeps staring at her as though she owes her a million dollars. i seriously don't think you'll ever enjoy any of her crappiness but whatever.

jin wei! she taught me butt power hahaha. we get ecstatic when we see each other (: she's a terrible worrywart! in the beginning she actually said she didn't like her name & introduced herself as someone else that SOMEONE would like. meet her in the mornings & she starts worrying about certain things like not bringing a certain hair accessory xD i like her deep macho manly voice hahaha. i once thought she resembled someone but then i forgot who :/ but whatever, you're one good pltmate (: i love you :D

jaclyn. we're not really close but yeah (: i like your "nice music" (inside joke). i was shocked when i opened my bluetooth found devices & saw a "jackass" there then i realised you've been sending my songs to yourself when we were all "painstakingly thinking of the banner proposal". she always appears out of nowhere for outings & meetings & then disappears in a puff of moomoo smoke (her moomoo bag). but whatever she is very intelligent & stuff. c1 mah. just realised your paragraph has the most inverted commas & brackets xD

atikah enjoys intruding in the s1 morning greeting session xD haha KIDDING. it's open to all but back to our point, she is one of the most obedient people in our part lor. but sometimes she also does things that we're not supposed to do. like, she says to me & jan, "don't talk!" then after that she starts talking herself (: okay that is lame but whatever. you're the sniper of the part (!!!) i like almost got it too okayy. but i like going out with you cus you're superbly enthu even when the others are tired xD

afiqah! i have nothing to say to you except i love you truckloads, trainloads, lorryloads & TONS! okay just kidding i have lots to say to you but not here. btw you owe me 2 million long letters (!!) anyway you're the first pltmate i was ever close to besides my class people. my first impression of you was your little bobby hair, & then the bun was too big for it. then worse thing was your bun was super zuper translucent & from far your hair looked like an egg hahahahahaha. fortunately you cut it short or else until now i'd still be teasing you but anyway. love you love you loads! psps. i still don't like pink!

diyan. nothing to say to you. it's not my freaking fault if you refuse to take any action to my freaking letter i took a few days to compose. it's not my fault now, it's yours. i only remember the last nice memory we had together, & that was we took a mere 5 minutes to sprint to cheers & back just because someone forgot to bring her freaking bottle. that was the fastest i'd ever ran (not really) & fuck i had to run it with you.

hanisah! we will all miss you ): study hard in CCK okay! come & visit us hahaha. already dedicated some in the last post so not much to say. i love you!

sruthi! i didn't take much notice to you until audrey said you sat the same bus as her & --. you don't come down for outings much leh.. please try okay? (: or else we're not complete ): don't lose interest.

sabrina (: sabrahna. cheekobu! you stupid lah. just because of you i have to type out this stupid long long post for alpha. but also good lah hurr. btw you owe me a heart (: i like your reactions when we watched the messenger! okay basically our reactions were similar (screams) but i like your sudden exclamation of "the boy lah, stupeed!" i will never ever watch another horror movie without you :D but on the other hand, i'd be embarrassing myself if i sat in a cinema watching a horror movie beside you cus you'll be screaming your head off. heh screaming your head off seems to have a link with horror movie hor. i also like study dates with you because you're curious & keep asking questions xD but anyways I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH MUCH!

sarvena i enjoy taking the train home with you cus then we'll be trying to play lame jokes on each other & you can lean on the glass panel when i'm gone (inside joke). yang tinggi is not fun without you being the not-so-tallest HAHA KIDDING! really. & i shouldn't have changed place with zi qi cus i'd rather say i love you to you instead of her. she got no reaction one lor -.-.-.-.- but anyway you & yimin make a great pair cus you're both equally crappy. i love you!

sherry wong lin. you remind me strongly of camp (!!!) well that's because we were both sick together & we slept beside each other on the first day (: haha that sounds wrong. but well everyone says we look alike. that is like very honourable for me cus they're actually saying i'm as chio as you :D i like you because you seem to have an answerback for any pun/joke/stupid sentence i say to you. most of my most memorable moments were spent with you (: i love your bimbo bags & your crumpler! LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS!

sindie! you're the oldest sistah in our part (: (if not for you i'd be the oldest muahahaha) i once thought your name was bad because it was spelt with two unlucky words - sin & die. then zehra said there was nothing wrong haha. but nice unique name all the same. you have a nice mum who enjoys arguing with taxi drivers xDDD i like you because you're super responsible & that's because you take up the role as dajie of the part (: people like you are so nice to be with. love you! :D

siti faatihahahahahhaha. someone once asked me why i shortened your name to sitifa. therefore i am now lengthening it to siti faatihahahahahaha. anyway i like your house, it's so homey & stuff. & it's like gigantic but mine's still bigger :D you seem to understand the most complicating parts of a horror movie & catch every crouching figure in every corner when all i see is just a splotch of white tissue. i like study dates with you too because you're quiet. not like sabrina but then again, both of you add together = good study date! (cus acid+alkali=neutral!) i am your egoistic/lame partner & you're my sarcastic partner. eh not fair why i have more bad characteristics than you! but whatever i like you because you're the one who always organizes part dates (: LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS!

tan jia ying. stupid mum >:D she is forever going on about living at some certain ulu ulu place & unable to come to wcp with us D: & she is forever obsessed over her current obsession & her hai ma & her ahem ahem ahem someone who shall not be named. she likes neopets as much as i do. always asks me to wait for her until i am not early for school. & she da jing xiao guai-s at the teeniest thing that i do wrong. & she forces me to let her read my private emails with her ahem ahem she who shall not be named #3. she calls me up for nothing just to crap & then she suddenly stops for a few days & my mum will say, "why that jiaying never call already ah? you all quarrel ah?" cus she calls so very often & i'm usually in the toilet or bath or something like that. worst thing that can ever happen, she loves pink too (!!!!) anyway i love you mum!

tessa! first friend i made from other classes (: you nice pretty fellow! stop missing acts lah kentut. nothing much to say. don't give up, i love you lots!

hui fang (: i can remember that time when i guided you over the phone on how to go golden mile tower to alter your skirt & you ended up making a wasted trip because my sense of direction was bad. sorry lahhh... ): can remember that time crezawards i thought we were late so i decided to wait for you at the bus stop for like 15 minutes & it ended up we weren't late at all. & that time when me & jia ying walked past your class & greeted downstairs & you thought we were specs so you started greeting also, then you realised we were just nobodies called yik lam & jiaying so you stopped in the middle of your good. hahahaha never mind. love you loads still!

tess is the most most most affectionate person i can ever meet! & as you see the whole part agrees (: yimin must be as affectionate as tess ahahah. never mind. you were the part tee ic & you lost my stupid front drawing & asked me to draw again. you know how tiring it is for a stupid blind shit like me to draw something that i drew like ages ago? haha sorry i didn't mean to sound angry. i shall learn to be as affectionate as you! LOVE YOU LOTS!

vidya! not too close to you so yeah. quite a responsible person, that time you were ic then you kept calling to make sure everyone was sure hahaha. don't get sick too often okay! :D

qiao yi (: you man person! hahaha. you seem to like the most unlikable people xD kidding. people say we're triplets (:(:(:(:(: (me, you & sherry) well good to know i have two more people to share my stupid heavy burden with heh. i understand why you take the superearly train to school & now i want to take that stupid superearly train too but i always miss it because of the stupid bus driver who takes forever to drive the bus to the stupid mrt station. whatever that is not our point. I LOVE YOU!! (& your bouncy hair)

le-yi was someone i noticed on the first few days of school although we were not in the same class. well basically her ultra prominent blue specs attracted me & she started imitating claraC's running. can remember you appeared in an act about a few acts later, then i wasn't looking forward to you joining us cus i thought you were not so nice. but then i realised you were a great person hahaha. you're the superlame one in our part & forever cracking lame jokes suddenly. don't give up okay! love you!

zehra! my fellow right marker (: i like your accent & your supercurly, superbouncy hair! wish one day i can grow taller than you so i can be the right marker, bwahaha. we can still be fellow right markers & jiaying will be left behind haha. already talked about you in the last post so yah. LOVE YOU LOADS LOADS!

okay. phew! finally finished those 23 paragraphs. sighs this is like the longest post ever! i love alpha many many many many many many many! we can never make it if one of us is missing (: hope we'll be able to remain as 24! so many exclamation marks!! haha. took like 2 hrs to type this whole thing cus i needed to think (:

destined to lead, alpha! <3

over seas from coast to coast;

to find the place i love the most

hello peepettes (:

i am so bored that i decided to come entertain you all. so be grateful (:
finished lit assignment yesterday night :D & also 7 chinese cloze passages. that means i still have maths, eng, chinese & 33 more cloze passages.
okay, whatever. since it's already the end of the school year, i wanna talk about class :D
i know it's lame but please grin & bear it xD
it's not like we're sec 2 or sec 4 or leaving each other but just a token of my appreeeeciation (:

zi qi was the first person i ever talked to in crescent, (besides asking some of the snrs cus i lost my way) & maybe we were the first 2 close friends in the class cus on the 2nd day of school, in the morning no one was talking to each other except us (: yeah well, we sat beside each other & i had to say i benefited cus she kept asking the teacher questions. & she knew more things than me. we joined the same cca together :D although she was kinda stubborn at times, she was a great person to sit with (:

teen zhen left us already ): but she was the 2nd friend i made in class. she was very funny :D

third person i made friends with was josephine (: she was my partner & still is my partner. we had to partner according to register number & she was unfortunately paired with me. at first i have to admit i thought she was irritating, but well everyone thought the same (: now she's a great person & also my home econ partner (: she's a caring soul & i like her cus we always make the nicest dishes during home econs.

during the sculpture walk, i still wasn't close to many of s1 yet. but this petite girl suddenly came up & called me jie jie (: haha joey, my dear mei xD she was the first person to ever call me jie (besides my brother). she is my first best friend & will forever be my best friend. although you didn't do quite well this year, well take the useful idea i gave you & use it next year (: too bad i only thought of it at the end of the maths paper but well, trying is better than not doing anything right? good luck mei, do well next year (: i love you!

next friend i made was wei shan, who sat on my other side. anything i could ask her, cus zi qi sometimes never pay attention in class D: but she was great & managed to answer my questions. well, most of them anyway. now she's joined jose' clique & enjoying herself there xD but she is still one of the first few friends i made.

next was audrey (: she was so quiet at first that i didn't know she existed xD there was this time when we had to partner according to register number, then she had to partner claraL. then before morning assembly, clara was trying to find her partner then she was walking around aimlessly calling "audrey! where is audrey?" then she said to sihui "audrey is gone. i can't find her!" i was there laughing at audrey cus audrey was standing right in front of clara & she couldn't find her. it was the funniest moment of my life at that time.

then i met janice, who was one of the active members of nc (: she stays kinda near my house & therefore i told her the idea of alighting at clementi & taking 154. the next day she came back to me saying thank you for helping her save money xD there was this time when we went home together almost every day cus we had so many things to talk about. there was also a time when we quarreled lor. but that was a sad time & let's not talk about it. janice is a very funny person cus she always likes the people that have the same character, rank, size, & hairstyle :DDD but her taste is good hahahaa. (my taste is better though)

during the nc trials, i met tessa. she was the first friend i made from other classes (: she invited me to her class cus we still had over an hour before the trials started. i like her hair :D

haha next friend i made was lee si hui aka lee ah si cus she was sitting in front of zi qi & making a big din. she was very funny lah. i didn't look forward to sitting with her this term at first, cus that time i wasn't close to her. but i found out she was very kind hearted & fun, & not irritating as i first thought her to be. she explains to me what i cannot understand, & she studies properly. not like me. she is very helpful (: but sometimes she can be quite irritating as she can't understand what is 4200-400=3800 or x-axis & y-axis. &&& she ALWAYS eavesdrops. D:

next was zehra cus she was one of the most prominent people in class. having been in crescent since may last year, she was very familliar with the surroundings. she shifted to sit beside me on i forgot when, & during that time we kinda quarrelled. she admitted she thought i was a bully at first cus i looked unfriendly. (see?!) but we patched up cus we are fellow right markers (:

next was dear dear afiqah & diyan. they were so close together then. practically glued together. then me, jan & them formed hersheyys (!!!!) both of you were one of my closest friends (: i remember how we used to sit in c2 everyday before activity. how we used to talk cock like siao until we all roll on the floor xD how we camwhored in the je train from yishun/yio chu kang after shooting/trainfire/hq. those days were one of the superfunnest days of my life, & you are one of the most treasurable friends i've ever made (: dear afiqah is a real trustable friend. i love you(s) now it'll never be the same but still..

next comes dear hanisah ): she left crescent because of some study matters ))))): she is a fantastic platoonmate. my first impression of her was her beautiful big brown eyes (: then during camp she kinda didn't bring a certain hair accesory xD we spent alot of valuable times together at 711/cheers. we will miss you hanisah ): must sms alot okay (: I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

next comes along alot alot of people. but thanks thenghui for being a fantastic chairperson. & shinny for being a great vice chair/councillor. s1 rocks (:

i really regret not trying out for certain things in the beginning of the year, like house com & not putting in my best for sports trials. it's not that i regret joining nc but still. i regret wasting my first eye candy on someone i didn't really like, now i realise. joined nc because of her somemore! i didn't have an angel at first cus i was unpopular (!!!!!) then afiqah intro-ed me to hazzie (: she became my angel but she doesn't reply my letters! stupid hazzie D: now i am in the process of gaining a new angel (hint hint) & waiting for her 2nd reply. haha blame me for having such a difficult-to-pronounce name. & such unfriendly features (:

okay lah. better not talk anymore. i miss the times when i first stepped into crescent. & all of us were strangers. strangers are better than hate right? better not say anymore or i will start crying. so quickly, a year has passed. very quickly.

i have a little moral of the story, now that i mention new friends. every time someone asks me what is my name, it will be like this:

her: what's your name?
me: yik lam
her: HUH?!?!?!
me: yik lam!!!
her: oh okay.

then few mins later she will come ask me what is my name again.
standard reaction!

okay, hope you enjoy this really long post. longest since some time ago.
i love all of you (:
byebye(waves)