because it never should have happened, because i wanted to die;

because it had to be

am i going crazy or something? i've been stuffing myself with all kinds of food since like 8 o clock & now i'm still eating. (sighs) something to do with tiredness.
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF. i'm giving up on my studies, i'm giving up on everything; tell me, what's the use of living on? sighs, like ms low let us watch that broadway thingo :"life is just a bowl of cherries - don't take it seriously. live and laugh out loud." okay whatever it doesn't make sense but you get what i mean.
please don't call/sms me now, cus i'll just slam the phone down or spam you with vulgarities. i don't know why i just feel like doing it lah, so if you want to die then come sms me now
D:< let me vent out my frustrations. (on the other side)

bye_

you don't make me, bitch.