HELLO PEEPETTES (:

today was a uber tiring day.
i overslept & reached school at 7.05.
normally i'd reach the latest at 6.55 or 7.
but today i was just too tired & took my own sweet time to walk.
yeah, but i was still so sweaty when i reached.
mass run was horrible.
even BEFORE the run, i'd already had that stupid stitch.
after the run, it just became worse.
nothing worked to make it go away.
why why why am i so unfit
can you believe having a stitch when you're not even doing anything except talking to jiaying?
i'm seriously thinking this is BADD.
like appendicitis or something.
really, although very often when i run i'll get stitches, it was never as serious as these few days'.
stitches for nothing.
& my whole face was frickin pale like lady ghost.
according to jiaying.

during PE we played FRISBEE (!!!)
audrey kept throwing it onto my tummy
tong shang jia tong

after recess i felt a 'lil better.
i was beginning to think maybe it was just gastric.
but when i started climbing the stairs, the pain came back again.
after school i felt even better
had lunch with platoonmates
then i remembered i had to post something before i ran out of time & everyone went home.
so to save time i ran almost all the way to my destination.
started out with fast walk, didn't want the stitch to come back again.
but even though, i still had pain.
i thought i'd chase the evil away by provoking it even more, so i started running all the way back to the canteen.
guess what, the pain was even worse.
nevermind, i ate my lunch.
i went home myself & fell asleep one bus stop before mine.
luckily i just dozed.
whatever lah.

fyi the stitch is still here.
get lost, stitch.
no one likes you.
shoo.
(i'd personally prefer lilo.)

pray for me.
pray for me to get my part notebook back.
pray for me to get good marks for my common tests.
pray for me not to let people down.
pray for me to stop people from disturbing me.
pray for me for this emotion to go away.
pray for me for the stitch to die.

i open my eyes
i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light.
i can't remember how
i can't remember why
i'm lying here tonight
& i can't stad the pain
& i can't make it go away
no i can't stand the pain

how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

everybody screaming
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
i'm slipping off the edge
i'm hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again
so i try to hold
on to a time when nothing mattered
& i can't explain what happened
& i can't erase the things that i've done
no i can't.

how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

i made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?