HELLO PEEPETTES(:

IMT TODAY! i shall declare i've fallen in love with shooting yo :D got this stupid migraine that simply refuses to go away. probably cus i've gotten really little sleep (compared to how long i usually sleep) these few days. i donnowhy lah, stress or something. although there's practically no homework since the holidays ended.

ROD's in 7 days. can't wait to see our new NCOs, but can't bear to leave staff&sgt. today's "activity" and thursday's was really fun(ny) lah! omgomg. i wanna play that game again manzxzxss!

the 10 o clock news is over. GOD, i really wanna drop dead right here, so tired today. muscle aches, donnowhy, we never do anything PHYSICAL today (afiqah?).

seriously broke now lah. i had $1.40 in my wallet just now, enough to just buy ice lemon tea form 711, which costs $1.30. stupid afiqah lah, don't lend me money. @*&#%&^%&@&&# lah! okay so fine, after i finished my drink, this stupid fugging headache came back to bug me again so i decided to go home first. butbutbut, i waited at clementi for that stupid bus until 3 freaking boon lay trains went past then it come. stupid, i could have waited with afiqah & janice & qiao.

i think i'd better go get some sleep now. if not, monday i'll fall asleep right in front of you :D

'is this love?' i ask.
'forbidden love.' you answer.
'is it a crime?' i ask.
'it's not.' you say.
then why do You think it's a crime?
shoot me if you can.
i thank you really much for treating me like this.
i deserve it, right?
i can't believe i cried for you, just because i saw you crying.
i don't know why i did that,
when you don't appreciate a thing i do.
BULLSHIT.
Let It Go.

so Near yet so Far.