yeap its me again gers and guys! jus wen 2 nad's blog and saw the five words and a number..
DEATH
NOTE
2
THE
LAST
NAME
i cant stand that show..me,nad,pl,sm,cn,oyl,el,ch and some boys wen 2 see that show on 28th dec..after Kira/Light died,i cried. after my cries subsided,L died. i began crying again. what do u expect a ger to do? that show made me moody after watching.all i could think of was how Kira/Light and L died. and how Light's sister cried. and how that god of death flew arnd the tower. was that light? there are still parts of the story i couldn't understand and sometimes i bang my head on the pillow, blaming myself for not looking at the subtitles properly. all i did was look at the faces. the problem was,i only looked at the faces at the impt parts. at all the non-impt parts,i read the subtitles. how stupid was i?!?!
for days after the show, i cried myself to sleep. why had this affected me so much? it wasn't like this after i watched the maid. or after i watched death note 1. why is this happning? everytime i see a word that reminds me of that show, i will jus ignore it. jus staring at that word will make me cry. for instance,i read a book with a cat named minka. that reminded me of misa. why???! for a few days, i didn't dare to sleep in the dark. i would cover the blankets over my head and cry. i was probably scared that the blue god of death who liked to eat apples was coming to find me. or Rem. or whoever. now,i dun cry myself to sleep, but i am still afraid to sleep in the dark. and the mrt reminds me of how Raye died at the train station. Guns remind me of how Light was shot on the leg while trying to retrieve his watch, or how his gerfwen and enemy died. everything jus seems to remind me of death note 2. i do not cry myself to sleep now coz i have persuaded myself that the real person of Light/Kira is still alive and it is still possible to find him. in Japan. but the thought that he is --- awh forget it. everyone will think i am silly. after thinking over, i think misa is to blame that light was killed. if she weren't so attractive, the executive director or whoever wouldn't want to kill her right? if she wasn't so attractive, Jealous wouldn't fall in love with her right? the second death note would not have arrived on Earth right? i have to admit it, i admire Kira very much. but i dun really approve of him killing innocent people. but he only did that because he wanted to protect himself and the Death Note. if i knew, i wun go and watch that show. i wud have waited for the vcd to come out. if it ever did,that is. i really hope there would be a vcd coz after watching many many times, i wud get bored and totally forget it. *sighs* lets not tok abt it it makes me sad. i am alr sad. hais. waiting for time to pass so pss2 will start soon. anw,jus now come back from sku,come down from mrt guess who i saw? hehe it was from 2oo6b and in acsi. haahaha shud know alr bah..but not sure it was him coz oni the walking same and the uniform was kinda like acsi's uniform. but the haircut is UGLY dao~~~~ and so unlucky first day of sku meet HIM~~~ well maybe consider it lucky maybe its a sign my bro can get the marks that can go into acsi one. preferably higher =) oKIEs pss2 is starting soon! update soon! muacks~

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